Monday, November 22, 2004
hehe.. been almost a wk since i last updated.. ok wads new? nothing much i guess.. lets see...
fri: went to my laogong's house for the 1st time! haha... his house, real cool manz. wanna lie in tt double decker bed. so still can't understand y he likes slping in the living rm when he has a proper bed to slp in. lol. his house similar with mine, juz tt he got one more rm.. he also got a lot of cupboards to keep his stuff. haha unlike my house, with barely enough cupboards to keep all our things, so it makes my house look so messy. ok enough abt his house, only went inside for like 5mins then came out again. haha. after tt followed him to delta sports complex for his hockey training. was raining when we were waiting for the train. then reached there, kind of paiseh when i walked in n everybody stared at us. hmm. i should reconsider following him there, esp when belle isnt with me. haha. ok. anyway, it started raining really heavily when they wanted to start. so hmm, their training ended late. then the guys suddenly got the urge from somewhere to take a grp photo, or rather, a few grp photos. so i became their photographer. haha. quite funny lahz, when they came out with all sorts of formations. hmm.. so after tt went home.
sat n sun: stuck at home as usual, since my laogong is busy visiting relatives. so hmm, helped my mum packed the storage rm. n well, found a new bag tt dunno came from where, so i decided to take it. haha. got a new bag! :P
today went to see the doc. hmm. small skin prob. nvm. trust the doc. she say will heal very soon. hope so. my legs look so er xin. haha. ok. tt's all for the past 4days. hmm. pretty boring right. for the next few wks will be more boring i guess. have to finish hw n revise my work. blah blah. hopefully my laogong can make the hols more interesting. last wk of the hols will be more busy. got ogl camp. can't wait. haha.
9:30 PM
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
3 days of being stuck at home, n today finally can go out... haiz but its for lessons... but hey, after tt can finally see my laogong!! haha.. miss him so much...
*sigh* got over fri's incident, but not sure how i'll react later to her if she talk to me.. i hope she wun come at all.. haha.. then wun need to see her face... bleahz.. dunno when i started disliking her.. juz find tt somehow she's getting a little fake... haiz.. dun wanna think abt it.. making me depressed again...
finally my house look a teeny weeny bit neater? haha.. but my table still quite a mess lahz... not sure how i'm gonna start packing... oh well.. maybe tmr do it lahz... haiz... then i'll keep on dragging one... argh... my bad habit can't change...
8:40 AM
Friday, November 12, 2004
gaah... my perfectly happy day was ruined by a certain snake!! i was so excited (ok i'm a little exaggerating... but well still excited) over the cip, n couldnt wait for the thing to start. n u know wad? tt snake juz couldnt wait to get into my bad books again! argh! i so so so so wish to slap her or something!! at first it was still ok.. i juz noticed tt she seemed over-enthu? like she's soooo determined to win? like her life n death depended on tt? oh well, i thought nothing of it, till she came "begging" me to help her buy some food. wtf?! she thinks she's the only one hungry? damn it.. n she gave me tt stupid excuse of not having eaten anything since morning.. n is tt my prob?! i mean, if she doesnt care to eat proper meals, r we suppose to help her buy food when she's hungry?? then i heard tt she called the other team a loser. damn it, where's the sportsmanship?! can she juz put her feet in other ppls' shoes? or is her feet too BIG to fit inside?! damn it... argh.. n right in front of me, she pointed to the score sheets n said "this is the winning team, this is the loser team" kaoz!! i so damn wish i could juz slap her!!
*sigh* okok i better not lose my temper at night... today was quite tiring... but well, still good i guess.. the class is certainly quite enthu over this cip, though we met up with so many probs, well in the end it still wasnt so bad... juz tt i heard tt they din really like it... oh well... understandable i guess.. since it was raining n we couldnt do much exciting stuff..
the next 3 days will be spent stuck at home.. maybe i should really put my heart in packing up my things... argh... i dun like it when i have to reorganise n pack my things... bleahz... oh well...
10:40 PM
Wednesday, November 10, 2004
haha... today so fun sia... went to tingz house first, then went westmall to makan.. then went to a few shops to look for clothes... wah she can become my image consultant or something liaoz.. haha.. everything she help me choose one.. haha.. k lahz k lahz thanx tingz, for helping me choose such nice nice clothes.. haha.. hehe.. okok i getting a little high liaoz..
hmm.. tmr will be spent packing my cupboard.. haiz.. boring sia... no choice lahz.. if i still dun pack my mum will nag somemore liaoz.. hmm.. oh well.. quite tired now... so gotta slp early tonight... hmm... hope i can see my laogong soon... miss him so so so so very much...
9:00 PM
Tuesday, November 09, 2004
ahhh... i'm really a dumbo manz.. haiz... computer dumbo... bleahz... feel so idiotic sometimes lehz... haiz...
today really tired manz... ogl meeting early in the morning, econs tutorial after tt, lecture in the afternoon... wah seh so tired sia!! really really difficult to tahan lehz... was falling aslp during lect lorz.. haiz.. hopefully can tahan through the camp... somehow, i'll do it...
tmr going shopping with my dear tingz :P going to shop for new yr clothes... kind of early right haha.. but nvm lahz... early gao dim then no need to worry so much... hmm also gonna look for something.. but tt something's a secret.. hehe.. :P
juz now planning with imran n belle when to go climb bukit timah hill or go pulau ubin.. hmm.. so many days so many places, got me so confused... talk abt so many things at the same time.. bleahz.. so now, still dunno wad the plans are... oh well... will know when the time comes...
8:40 PM
Saturday, November 06, 2004
hmm... its so fast, almost one wk of hols have passed...
yesterday was the chinese paper... hmm.. no kick? haha :P okok its was average lahz, not particulary difficult, but not so easy tt i can get 100% :P haha... yah but i definitely will get A1... so yah tingz, u'll definitely get ur treat :P
so anyway, today went back to see the guides. its somehow different going back now. in the past, we work together as a team, sharing everything. yet now, its like i'm not part of them anymore... i'm a senior, n it seems so obvious.. like theres a dividing wall between us... *sigh* n RV is
moving to a holding sch next yr... nearer to my house though, easier for me to see them... juz now helped them to pack the things in the guides room into boxes... n as i wrapped up the trophies, it suddenly felt tt i'm like packing away my memories in RV as well.. i no longer belong..
the whole holiday seems to be stretching a long way ahead... but i know tt time flies... can't waste my time slacking... i need to revise my work again, or else i wun be able to catch up next yr, after the orientation... sacrifices have to be made, in order to become an ogl... i'm ready to make tt sacrifice... but, in the back of my mind, the fear still lurks. i hope it wun become a nightmare...
5:12 PM
Tuesday, November 02, 2004
hehe... today went geylang serai there with my laogong... he went there to shop for his new yr clothes... wah so paiseh manz... feel so weird walking ard with him... but quite fun lahz.. first time see him wear his traditional costume... hehe... very shuai lehz :P
hmm pw finish liaoz, then now hols, dunno wad to do lehz... feel so slack... haiz... dun feel like doing hw also... maybe its time for me to pack my stuff... blah blah... haiz... i hate packing my things... *sigh*
these few days feeling so sick... nose blocked until hardly can breathe properly.. then sometimes one side blocked only, also very xin ku... haiz... hopefully i'll recover soon...
10:00 PM
Monday, November 01, 2004
woo~ after almost 7mths of hard work, we finally finish pw!! haha... so happy sia... but still gotta settle gpf... hmm... muz do individual checklist... n muz pia out the minutes... haha... i become liar sia... fabricate so many things... haiz... no choice lahz... oh well..
yesterday almost feel like dying manz... aching all over my body... nose blocked till hardly able to breathe, then almost kena fever... went to drink warm honey water (as instructed by my laogong), wrapped myself up in my laogong's jacket n my trackpants so as to keep warm... haiz... then this morning wore my laogong's jacket to sch, feel warmer, as though my laogong is hugging me :P haha okok... luckily today's op still ok lahz, juz tt the comp a little laggy... then sometimes click so many times but nothing come out... haha... but overall still ok lorz i guess...
after tt met my laogong at clementi to rot for a while... walked ard, quite fun lahz :P went ntuc to buy something for my block nose n my gastric prob... then saw the soupy snax thingy... haha... then me n my laogong bought 2 packs each...
suddenly realised tt its been quite a long time since i talked to tingz... feel so bad for not talking to her when she came online... every time when i wanted to talk to her, i got busy instead with pw n other stuff... then in the end went off to slp without even saying a hi or gdnight to her... feel really bad... hopefully later she'll come online, then i can talk to her...
4:25 PM
