Monday, July 31, 2006
3 days of orientation programs..
1st day gone.. longest day..
still got 2 more short ones..
n.. i'm gonna move into my "bunk" soon..
hopefully by this wk..
"really impressed with u lehz.. pei fu pei fu.."someone said tt abt me..
am i seriously so devoted to the relationship tt i'm willing to adapt so eagerly to his life?
i guess i am..
in the end.. come wad may..
i know tt i've put in wadever i can..
i've never expected alot.. i know its not abt equal in giving n taking..
i know i'll sacrifice alot in our relationship..
but in my heart.. i know.. i did everything coz i love him..
if roles are reversed.. would he be willing to do so much for me?
in my heart.. i know he will..
tt's why no matter how other ppl look at us..
i always have faith.. in us.
thanx jh.. u're a great fren.. :)
10:42 PM
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
oh gosh.. i'm totally shagged even though i came home n slp in the afternoon.. tt's wad happens when u have early morning "supper" n only slp at 4.30am in the morning, n wake up 2 hrs later to eat breakfast. but like i said, i really dun regret staying up n eating prata with my og. gitanos 1 rox!! hehe :P
ok not really going to give a detailed account of wadever happened in camp this time.. i'll just highlight some high moments hehe :P the 1st high time is the fright night. yep it was rather scary.. the seniors really put in a lot of effort to create tt atmosphere.. but i kept telling myself tt they're all humans.. i guess tt mentality helped me not to be so frightened.
the next day, it was fun fun fun under the big big sun! travelled all the way to sentosa on "d'quest".. a rather hot day, with lots of shouting n screaming n tiring games, but hey, it was really fun! after tt went back to nie, practised our performance, had a great buffet dinner! after tt it was "d'night".. a rather long night.. got rather taxing for my body n mind.. but still, managed to tahan till 4.30am lahz.. until i conked out on my slping bag..
this morning was the last og time.. it was not really emotional, i guess we were too tired, but wadever we said came right from the bottom of our hearts. read the msgs tt our ogls wrote to us.. n realised tt the 3 guys got one similar way of addressing me.. "tall girl".. wah seh.. sounds just like my laogong last time lehz.. i guess i really am tt tall..
gita.. gita~ gita.. gita~ hehe didnt really cheer till sore throat lahz.. but close enough..
thanx joyce, harry, david n joshua! a really really really really BIG thank u to u guys!!!!
10:45 PM
Sunday, July 23, 2006
woohoo~ i'm off to camp tmr!! hehe can't wait to see the activities planned by the ogls ;)
reminds me of 2 yrs ago.. when i was attending my jc orientation.. the best thing tt came out of it was meeting my future bf :P n one yr later, i myself became an ogl.. the memories.. beautiful, long-lasting, worth it to think of them over n over again.. no regrets at all..
hopefully new bonds tt are formed in the coming days will be long lasting!
7:27 PM
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
omigod.. i was still thinking tt there would be a lot of time till sch starts.. but today it occured to me tt this fri will be the registration day, n next mon to wed is my orientation camp!! gdness.. been spacing out too much le.. gosh.. better pack my stuff properly.. n starting planning wad things to bring into my hostel.. (hopefully i'll really get one, if not the next 4 yrs will be super tough for me)
will be going to get my new passport tmr i guess.. hmm.. then start to pack my stuff.. bleahz.. i hate doing such things.. boohoo~
10:36 PM
Monday, July 17, 2006
today went exercising in the gym again! haha.. quite fruitful lehz.. planning to go to the cle one this thur..
luckily, everything was just a scare. hehe =P
8:04 PM
Friday, July 14, 2006
yesterday was rather fun.. went to the gym at bukit gombak with yiting.. n we spent 2hrs there exercising.. i expected muscle aches this morning.. but surprisingly, there were none. haha yiting said maybe never exercise enough.. bleahz..
anyway, after tt, met up with laogong who had nights out! hehe :P walked ard, chatted abt things.. i hope somehow, nothing wrong will happen..
reached home ard 11pm, walked pass a void deck, n saw these 2 tiny kittys hiding in the drain.. they seemed rather scared of ppl, so din go too close to them.. the pic isnt very clear.. but they were indeed cute..
4:42 PM
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
a teeny weeny thought is bugging at me.. n i'm quite scared tt my worse nightmare will come true..
8:49 PM
Monday, July 10, 2006
oh gosh.. i'm so tired.. didnt slp a lot last night coz was at my sis' fren's house watching the finals of the world cup.. gdness manz.. watch until fall aslp lehz.. the whole game lasted for 3 hrs.. bleahz.. only went home at 5am.. n i woke up at 8am again coz i got medical appointment! haha i'm like being suicidal lahz, walking ard on the streets with so little slp..
anyway, the checkup was ok.. 1st time taking an xray.. which wasnt exactly fun, when i found out i needed to strip first n wait for my turn in the common waiting room.. tt means.. i'm wearing nothing under the robe, with guys ard me!! i kept checking to make sure my robe is tied properly n not showing anything.. haha.. the xray was ok i guess.. nothing unusual found in my chest lahz.. lucky no blood test.. n lucky the breast examination was done by a female doc, n she din squeeze my breasts very hard..
after tt ate a quick lunch at banquet inside the raffles hospital, then walked to ICA to renew my passport.. a rather quick process, other than having to queue to take my photo.. met this cute 9mth old baby girl who was super active, n tried to reach out n touch me.. din take her photo lahz haha.. too bad.. she's really very cute..
so damn tired now.. but dun think i'll slp lahz.. *yawns*
2:01 PM
Friday, July 07, 2006
my sis officially graduated today!! hehe so proud of her lehz.. although she din do as well as ppl expected, she really did her damn best throughout the 4 yrs in industrial design.. n today's ceremony was so cute lehz.. we sat there for 1 hr+ clapping out hands, just to see my sis go up the stage for 3 secs.. haha..
after tt, had refreshments, which were rather nice.. free lunch lehz.. haha.. took a lot of photos with my sis in her graduation gown.. which was too big for her even though it was in size XS.. sheesh when its my turn 4 yrs down the road, i guess XXS will even be too big for me..
persuaded my mum to go shopping, since it was rare for her to get a day off during the wkdays to enjoy.. so went orchard with her.. rather fun lahz.. although she nagged at me.. bleahz.. tt's her 2nd nature le.. can't help it.. i bought a long sleeve shirt for $8, n my mum tried on clothes as well..
this is me! haha.. took this photo when my mum was trying on clothes in the fitting room..
n this is the world's largest chocolate bar! made by kitkat.. it is displayed at PS.. n it just made me drool.. yes xingle, perhaps u'll drown in the smell of fats if u stand near the display case.. hehe :P
10:13 PM
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
oh man.. my legs are acheing like hell.. its been too long since i last went jogging.. today went to east coast park with xingle.. she cycled while i jogged.. n i did the stupid thing of sprinting.. n now i'm suffering coz of this stupid action..
n i realised tt my mum did something wrong.. n tt is: not letting me learn how to rollerblade or cycle when i was younger. kids usually are not scared abt anything, so even if fall, they will learn from it. but as u grow older, u know how painful falling down is, n it makes u scared to fall. perhaps tt's y i could never dare to cycle on when the bike starts to tilt to one side. bleahz.. i really want to learn how to cycle, but its tough.. n my butt hurts badly =S
haiz.. i miss laogong!!! n i miss tingz also!!!
10:35 PM
Sunday, July 02, 2006
a little tired, but not very slpy.. waiting for laogong to finish watching soccer n slp..
went for the signing of the teacher training agreement.. a rather quick process, but with long term commitments being made.. yes i do mean long term.. 8 yrs at least.. after tt comes (perhaps) studying in nus fass.. n then another 1 or 2 yrs of conversion studies? gosh i'll probably only marry at the age of 30.. haha better not let my mum know.. she'll slaughter me for marrying late.. shucks i'm sounding like xingle now.. i think i'm spending too much time with her =P
i've gone through more than 10yrs of studying.. since the age of 5.. 8 yrs of studying shouldn't sound so horrifying.. but this time round, it is gonna determine how the rest of my life is going to be like.. n the amt of money tt is involved.. its much more than wad my family can afford.. if anything goes wrong, i'll not only drag down my own family, i'll also implicate my relatives.. esp my uncle, who not only agreed to become my surety, n still has to pay for his own son's uni fees in another 2 yrs.. i know they'll try to help, n it makes me guilty tt my own failures had implicated them..
ok no more negative thoughts. my frens have faith in me. y can't i have faith in myself?
12:40 AM
reached home ard 11pm, walked pass a void deck, n saw these 2 tiny kittys hiding in the drain.. they seemed rather scared of ppl, so din go too close to them.. the pic isnt very clear.. but they were indeed cute.. 