Friday, April 28, 2006
the wait is terrible
as each good news from my frens reach me
the feeling of dread grows
guess its no use hoping anymore
its gonna be a damn hard fall
letters come in batches
everyone says tt
perhaps its true
or maybe its just bullshit
just stop hoping
shouldnt have expected anything
this kind of results
deserve to be at the end of the huge piles of applications
its no use thinking tt miracles happen
it doesnt work all the time
face the reality
i'm not good enough
11:49 PM
Monday, April 24, 2006
hehe pretty bored now.. working on a personal project n also tabulating results for kaishen.. everyday staring at the comp n at storybooks.. doesnt sound like much of a life right.. guys at least got NS to occupy their time now.. well i do have something to occupy my time.. haha.. just tt it may sound silly to many ppl..
anyway, i've cut my hair.. went to the kimage sch at funan centre.. cheap rates but longer time taken.. well this time was better i think.. the guy is more skilled.. didnt need a lot of guidance.. perhaps he's ready to take his exam n become a professional barber.. i consider myself lucky lahz.. 1hr not too bad le.. last time it took 2hrs for the student to cut my hair n layer it.. wait until i want to slp le..
found an interesting blog.. thinking of going to buy those "uniquely urs" shoes.. but abit ex lahz.. well hopefully if i really buy.. i wun regret it lahz.. the designs quite nice actually.. n no one will have exactly the same kind of pattern as me.. but the price.. hmm.. maybe should go to thompson plaza to look ard first.. hehe..
1:12 PM
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
finally, my last day of job has gone.. n now, i can slowly pack my stuff, do my personal things, then do my home job given to me by my sis' bf.. hehe shuang lehz, working at home.. own time own target.. of coz can't lie abt the number of hrs i work lahz.. but $6 an hr still quite good lehz.. hehe..
gonna go cut my hair.. feel so hot every time i go out.. want to layer my hair so tt at least it'll be cooler..
now pretty bored.. too much free time haha.. missing my laogong.. hmm maybe start planning wad to do for the next few days n during the wkends.. hehe..
i'm determined to know how to cycle..
9:55 AM
Monday, April 17, 2006
2 more days, n my job will end.. endure!!
have to wait for 2wks before i can get my last 3wks of pay.. well hopefully i can find another job soon.. err admin job lahz, no more customer service one.. i've had enough of dealing with idiotic customers..
i'm already missing my laogong.. have to wait till wkend again.. :'(
8:58 AM
Friday, April 14, 2006
today is a happy day! hehe i went out with laogong, taking the bus all the way to sembawang shopping centre to walk ard n eat satay :P after tt, we went to far east plaza to walk ard.. bought some clothes n earrings for myself :P walked all the way to the heeren, wandered ard for a while before going home.. it was really fun spending time with him.. even though we didnt talk much, the crappy remarks n walking in comfy silence along the road were enough to make me happy.
these few days, i find myself grinning like an idiot when i read sms from my laogong.. hehe i know it sounds silly, but simple msgs from him really made me feel better even though i may be feeling down in the dumps a few seconds ago..
i love u laogong! =D
10:30 PM
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
not in a very good mood now.. also not sure y.. haiz.. my mum keep asking me when i'll know my uni posting.. n everytime, i have to ctrl myself not to snap at her.. of coz, i'm nervous abt getting the replies.. i'm really praying very very hard tt i can get into nus.. but somehow, the thought tt i din do well appeared in my mind each time, n i just feel so down in the dumps.
back to happier things.. went out with xingle yesterday.. she went to look for a guitar.. haha.. we were like 2 headless houseflies liddat, anyhow walk, wasnt even sure where the shops selling guitars were. finally found some shops in peninsular shopping centre, n with no knowledge abt guitars in our heads, we finally found one which was reasonably priced.. haha i carried the guitar like a backpack for her, surprisingly it wasnt as heavy as i'd thought. after tt went to walk ard funan centre, n waited for xingle's junior to appear. we talked abt a lot of things.. n after her junior came, we asked her abt our teachers n the results.. a lot of expected n unexpected things worry us.. haiz.. i really wish our jjc juniors all the best..
just a few more days, n its our 2yrs anniversary! =D can't wait to see wad he has done for me.. =P
9:15 AM
Thursday, April 06, 2006
these few days were quite tiring.. filling in forms one after another, being scolded by customers for something tt wasn't my fault, n worse, facing the girl. she really pissed me off with her actions. luckily i don't need to face her anymore.
bad news: have to work on the 15th!! :'( haiz i wish it had been alternate days.. then at least i can choose not to work on the 15th.. oh well.. too bad then :(
gd news: i have 4 days break though.. haha.. today is the 1st.. i only need to report for work on mon next wk.. :P
11:00 PM
