Tuesday, March 29, 2005
gosh.. today was simply so tired.. dunno y.. felt so sianz.. maybe coz xingle wasnt here today? haha :p tmr is gonna be a looong day manz... haiz.. i hate pc... heard tt next wk will be napfa test liaoz.. so fast.. argh.. reminds me tt i have so much to catch up on in my work..
must bring my jacket tmr... today was so damn cold...
7:34 PM
Saturday, March 26, 2005
haha.. today went causeway pt for flag day.. only me n xingle went lahz.. its like we have a lot of cip pts liaoz lahz, but still signed up... haha.. quite fun lahz.. we went bishan there.. but then some other kids came n "qiang shen yi".. haha.. we slacked a little, went to eat breakfast.. then shopped for a while... haha... fun lahz.. but a little gek sometimes when ppl just walk past us.. like we're totally transparent lehz... haiz... sadded..
then after tt went back causeway pt... then ate sushi... n bought a bottle of prune juice... then went shopping lahz.. haha.. mad already... kena sweet-talked by tt lady... then in the end spent like $30++ to buy a dress... wah.. madness manz... haha.. i think i'll be like wearing tt at most 3 times lahz... once in may.. once during graduation night.. then the last one during next yr's chinese new yr.. haha.. tt's all i guess lahz... the dress too nice liaoz... dun bear to wear it out too often.. haha.. crazy lahz..
10:03 PM
Monday, March 21, 2005
there's a new student in our class... but she'd isolated herself... so didnt have a chance to get to know her.. hmm i'm hesitant to approach her though.. well if i were her i would rather ppl not ask me so many qns.. its depressing enough.. oh well.. lets see how tmr goes... maybe she'll open herself up slowly... lets hope so...
trying to catch up with my work.. but with two tests in one day.. its gonna be tough.. *sigh* i guess i'm gonna flunk another two tests n disappoint my teachers again... argh... today was really out of my mind... i think i really need to spend more time on my work, concentrate harder... can't afford to make silly mistakes like those i made today... so embarrassing.. haiz.. oh well i'm not perfect... i know tt... but still... argh..
8:43 PM
Saturday, March 19, 2005
ok so the hols r almost over... finished hist essays.. 4 of them lahz.. the last one i slack... next wk then do.. haha.. econs only completed one.. now doing geog... but really dun have mood...
yest went for the geog trip.. haiz.. sad to say, only 7 ppl came... disappointing horz... but well, still enjoyed ourselves lahz.. i din go into the stream though... really scary... very scared of water... hmm sorry guys.. had to let u guys do the dirty work.. anyway, those who din go for the geog trip really missed out on the fun... glad tt i woke up early n went there.. so after tt went to eat at kfc at thomson plaza with serene, xingle n faye.. then went to orchard to meet raz.. saw a pair of earrings tt i wanted so much to buy... but really ex... too xin tong to buy lahz... though it was nice... haiz.. oh well.. nvm lahz.. shall not think of it anymore...
better get back to my work... very sianz... haiz..
11:15 AM
Sunday, March 13, 2005
wow another wk gone... its the hols now... n i have sooooo much hw to finish up... damn... lets see...
3 geog essays
4 econs essays
5 hist essays
nice numbers huh? but i dun like them.. *sigh* y muz we do so many essays??? haiz... no time to play liaoz... my tue will be gone for econs lect n bbqing... half of thur will be gone for lim's lect n maybe movie after tt.. fri got geog trip... gee... all the way to toa payoh i heard... haiz... 14 essays lehz!!! how the hell can i finish?!
oh well.. i shall stop complaining n really start on my work... haiz.. i've written half an essay.. tt's a gd start i suppose?
9:20 AM
Saturday, March 05, 2005
yest had quite an emotional moment in the afternoon... since the a's results were coming out, the sch arranged for the j2s to gather in lt5 n watch the life telecast of wad was happening in the hall, where the results would be given out to the seniors. well a wide array of emotions were displayed right on the screen. of coz, joy wrote on faces of some, but for others, tears could only describe the disappointment they felt. it reminded me strongly of how i felt when i got back my o's results. well, wasnt disappointed somehow, at least i could still stay on in jj. but seeing my frens' reactions to their results (which were in fact much better than mine), i wonder if i'd been too easily satisfied. deep down, i was a teeny weeny disappointed tt i didnt achieve my aim of getting below 10. still, at the very least, i had made it through, n was relieved tt i could still stay in a jc. well knowing tt my cousin did better was quite a "downer", but still, i chose not to let it get to me. i believe in myself, n i know i will score my best in my a's.
well after tt life telecast, we went back to our classrooms to get our ao results. really happy tt i got an a2, at least i din really waste tt one yr of restudying chinese. still, if i'd been satisfied with my b3 during my o's, maybe i would have scored better in my promos since i would have more time to revise my work. well at least i can now motivate myself to study harder.. though i din really studied for my chinese? haha tt's a different matter lahz.. oh well...
tmr gonna try to finish part of my hist.. hopefully i wun have to do last min work on wed..
10:45 PM
