Thursday, October 26, 2006
recalling the past days in rv with yiting was really fun..
had buried so much emotions n memories inside my heart n mind.. n i didnt realise it..
abt guides.. abt jec.. abt old frens..
n abt him.. n so much more things..
still can't believe tt we're in uni now.. barely 5 yrs ago, we were thinking of "wad we gonna study in uni?" but we havent even gone to jc tt time.. n now.. we're in uni already..
does he ever get jealous when i go out with guy frens? it doesnt seem so.. but who knows.. hehe..
its gd though, if he became jealous..
at least, i know tt i have a very impt space in his heart.. =)
i'm happy enough.. just to hear the 3 words from his mouth..
i love u too ;) 10:02 PM
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
hari raya puasa today! i hope all my muslim friends (fitri, imran, syaz, jannah, tiara, farah, aisyah, aisha) n my laogong of coz, enjoy their celebrations today!
hmm i know most of them won't read my blog, but haha nvm lahz.
since the fasting mth started, i've woken up so early to eat breakfast for one whole mth. finally, today i can slp as late as i want hahaha.. but yah i'm an early bird, so i woke up at abt 9am. tt's still quite early lahz haha.. but at least better than waking up at 6 or 7.
later i'm going to meet yiting for lunch at cck!! i know i met her just 2 wks earlier, but it seems like its such a looooooong time lehz. oh well, shall relax a bit for now.. since i've finished one of my assignments =P shall continue with my work after i come back from lunch =D
can't wait for the assignments to be done n the projects to be finished. i need more time to study for my exams!! *sobx* why they dun give more time off for us to study.. haiz..
9:43 AM
Monday, October 16, 2006
i believe most of u have heard in ur early childhood days the chinese song "pu gong ying" sung by chen han wei.. just now i was listening to it.. n it brought back the memories of my own pri sch teachers.. n reminded me as well the reason y i wanted to be a teacher.. i know many ppl think tt these kind of noble thoughts is ridiculous in this money-minded world, n the money given by moe is perhaps more attractive n make one more willing to become bonded to moe.. but for me, the only thought tt led me to join nie was: i want to do something worthwhile in my life, n not waste it away doing something tt i wouldnt enjoy.
the stress wouldnt get me down.
i will pull through, n become stronger than before.
guides promise.
8:15 PM
Saturday, October 14, 2006
ok taking this lunch break now as a time to type a short entry..
finally, one project done on wed! n the gd comments made us feel tt the large amt of time spent after sch before the final day well worth it.
n if u had taken a look at my msn nick.. u'll realise tt i still have 2 more group work n 3 more individual assignments to complete.. heh its quite alot lahz.. tt's y i'm stuck at home now trying to finish my readings so tt i can start on my assignment.. haiz.. wkends are getting less n less fun..
sometimes i wonder if i'll still be so set on being a teacher 4 yrs from now, when i graduate. doubts would come flying into my brain, making me lose my focus. n the stress of finishing my assignments make me wonder whether all these wkend sacrifices are going to be worth it. n then i tell myself, i wouldnt stop to think n worry abt it. if i take time to worry, i would have less time to grab every precious minute to do the things tt would help me achieve my dream. i belive tt he would understand the effort i've put in during the wkdays to finish my work, so tt my wkends would be free for time to be spent with him.. n tt if i have work to finish during the wkends, its only becoz i have no choice n pressured for time. laogong, thank you for ur understanding n support.. 2 n a half yrs have gone past. n u always made the effort to make me happy, n surprise me with little things. i really appreciate the things u have done for me. love u laogong! =D
12:55 PM
Sunday, October 08, 2006
lets see.. another wk has gone by.. n wad have i been doing for this wk?
mon: project meeting, lessons
tue: project meeting, lessons, project meeting again
wed: lessons, project meeting, lessons again
thur: project meeting
fri: project meeting, lessons
sat: project meeting at the airport
how interesting life in nie is.. haiz.. well one gd thing for this wk is tt my laogong didnt need to go back to camp! hehe went to geylang serai with laogong on thur after the project meeting, bought pineapple tarts and a dress top! n mon i met up with yiting coz she wanted to pass me something.. n i was surprised when she gave me the necklace tt i have been eyeing last time!! it really made my day seem not so bad after all haha.. thanx =D
yest break fast at the mac in airport after we finished our things.. had an interesting time talking to all of my frens =) i'm glad for such chances to know them better, coz its seriously hard to find any long-lasting frens in uni life i guess.. since we dun have a fixed class anymore.
today watched vcd of saving pte ryan with laogong.. pretty saddening.. n the fighting scenes were quite bloody.. n the emotions.. war is seriously terrible..
after tt, went to eat at a restaurant =P ok lahz its something like fish n co, so laogong can eat.. when the soup came, it still wasnt time to break fast, so we just sat there, chit chatting, without touching the soup. i guess the waitress walking pass each time was curious to know y we're not eating.. haha.. perhaps she didnt realise tt laogong is a muslim.. =P anyway, the dinner was really really filling.. haha.. n it was super yummy! but ex also lahz.. haha.. worth it though hehe =P
ok tmr is back to sch again.. more project meetings to come! haiz =S oh well.. more reports next time!
11:42 PM
