Sunday, March 23, 2008
真的没想到，我已到了尽头。
我是不是做错了选择？
不敢多想，只想熬过这一关，再重新找回自己。也许，那个打击比我想象还大。
少了一个知己，也少了斗志。
可是，回转时空是不可能的。
真的后悔了。
12:52 AM
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
3 essays more to finish, n 1 more grp assignment, only 2 wks to rush for them.
its such a crazy life.
i think i'm gonna flunk my geog.
the only time i swore.
surprised 2 guys.
1 who heard me the first time, 1 who heard me when i repeated wad happened.
same reaction: wtf?!
i must be going mad.
why the hell did she give this grp assignment so freaking late?? is she crazy or something?
10:58 PM
Sunday, March 16, 2008
looking at my frens' blogs, i suddenly wondered, why the hell didn't i plan a proper bday party for my own 21st bday? n its now already march, more than a mth since i turned 21.
such an irony.. i plan for other ppl's bday, but i heck care abt my own.
perhaps, i treasure my frens more than i treasure myself.
我很累，真的超出想象地累。要振作，我不能够这么容易就倒下。
但，我不知道我还能撑多久。
will it ever be possible for me to have a more carefree life?
12:06 AM
Wednesday, March 05, 2008
some meaningful stories tt i've seen.. ~~~~~~~~~~能力与机遇
作者：不详在动物园里的小骆驼问妈妈：“妈妈妈妈，为什么我们的睫毛那么地长？”
骆驼妈妈说：“当风沙来的时候，长长 的睫毛可以让我们在风在风暴中都能看得到方向。” 小骆驼又问：“妈妈妈妈，为什么我们的背那么驼，丑死了！”
骆驼妈妈说：“这个叫驼峰，可以帮我们储存 大量的水和养分，让我们能在沙漠里耐受十几天的无水无食条件。”
小骆驼又问：“妈妈妈妈，为什么我们的脚掌那么厚？”
骆驼妈妈说：“那可以让我们重重的身子不至于陷在 软软的沙子里，便于长途跋涉啊。”
小骆驼高兴坏了：“哗，原来我们这么有用啊！！可是妈妈，为什么我们还在动物园里，不去沙 漠远足呢？”
天生我才必有用，可惜现在没人用。一个好的心态+一本成功的教材+一个无限的舞台=成功。每个人的潜能 是无限的，关键是要找到一个能充分发挥潜能的舞台。~~~~~~~~~~
Unwritten Pages
Written by William OakOne evening a young woman was walking alone barefoot by the ocean after the sun had set. She stopped in her path and turned so she could see the footsteps she had left in the sand. But they had already been washed away by the waves.
When she turned to continue her walk, she was startled by the sudden presence of an old woman wrapped in a blanket sitting by a fire, slowly flipping through the leaves of a leather-covered book.
The old woman said, "Sit with me, child. I have something to show you."
As the young woman sat down beside the fire, the mysterious stranger handed her the book. She curiously turned the pages one by one and was amazed to discover they contained the story of her whole life from the early days of childhood to the present.
She then came to the page telling of her encounter with the old woman on the beach, but upon turning to the next page, she found it empty. She frantically began to turn the rest of the pages in the book only to find that they, too, were all empty. In bewilderment, she looked to the old woman and pleaded with her to explain.
"Does this mean my life ends this night?"
"No, my child," answered the old woman. "It means tonight your life begins."
At that moment the old woman took the book into her own hands and began to tear out each of the pages with words, throwing them one by one into the fire until all that was left were blank pages.
"You see," she said, "just as the waves washed away your footsteps in the sand, your past is forever gone, never to return. The only moment you ever truly possess is here and now. Each new moment is the beginning of the rest of your life and is to be lived to the fullest, for you will not have a chance to live that moment a second time. Most important of all, each new day brings an opportunity to love - one that may never come to you again.
As for your future, you are free to shape it as you wish, for it has not yet been written."
Then, as mysteriously as she had appeared, the old woman stood to walk away and disappeared into the darkness of the night.
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The Turtles Author unknown
A family of turtles once decided to go on a picnic. Turtles, being naturally slow about things, took seven years to prepare for their outing. Finally the turtle family left home looking for a suitable place for their picnic.
During the second year of their journey they found a place ideal for them at last! For about six months they cleaned up the area, unpacked the picnic basket, and completed the arrangements.
Then, to their dismay, they discovered they had forgotten the salt. A picnic without salt would be a disaster, they all agreed. After a lengthy discussion, the youngest turtle was chosen to retrieve the salt from home. Although he was the fastest of the slow-moving turtles, the little turtle whined, cried, and wobbled in his shell. He finally agreed to go on one condition - that no one would eat until he returned.
Fair enough, the rest of the family decided, and the little turtle left. Three years passed and the little turtle had not returned. Five years rolled by, then six. Then, in the seventh year of his absence, the oldest turtle could no longer contain his hunger. He announced that he was going to eat and began to unwrap a sandwich.
At that point the little turtle suddenly popped out from behind a tree and shouted, "See! I knew you wouldn't wait. Now I am not going to go get the salt!"
Like the little turtle in the story, some of us waste our time waiting for people to live up to our expectations. We are so concerned about what others are doing that we don't do anything ourselves. We're so worried about how other people are going to let us down that we live in fear and suspicion.
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其实我们只有现在作者：不详长这么大，你若问我对哪个人的印象最深，我的回答一定会让你吃惊；如果你问我对哪句话感触最大，你听了也会觉得莫名其妙。是的，给我印象最深的是一个犯人，而且是一个即将被执行枪决的死刑犯，而他最后的几句话也让我铭记一生。
他说的是：其实我们每个人都没有过去，也没有将来，我们有的只是现在！
说这话的时候，他已被押赴刑场，持枪的警察问他还有什么话说时，他说了这么几句话。见警察似懂非懂，死刑犯解释道：过去的已经过去，将来的还是将来，我们的手抓住的时间只有现在。只有“现在”把握好了，又何愁没有 将来呢！说到最后，从没滴过泪的他竟泪流满面……
死刑犯被枪决了，但这几句话却永远地留在了警察的脑中，后来这个警察——我的表哥又把这句话告诉了我，当时 我在县城读高中，整天都跟一伙儿不读书的人到处溜达。听到这句话的时候，我也是似懂非懂，像当年的表哥听到死刑犯的“坦白”一样，也没把这事给放在心上。
真正弄懂是在一次班会后，有好几天没来教室的班主任竟讲了这个故事，而且同表哥所叙述的一模一样，说到最后 ，班主任的脸异常激动，用粉笔在黑板上写下了“千万记住”四个字。我们都不知道班主任为什么会如此激动，直到有一天，学习委员告诉大家：被执行枪决的那个人是班主任的弟弟，一个即将大学毕业的青年，为了一个女孩杀死了另一个男孩。我们这才明白死刑犯竟是那个看上去风流倜傥阳光气十足的小伙子。那时他放假后经常到学校来打篮球。
那之后，我们那一伙儿人终于散了，又回到了学校回到了书本，开始抓住“现在”。再后来，我们大都考上了大学，有两个没考上的第二年通过复习也考上了。~~~~~~~~~~
still have assignments to pia.. haiz.. i feel so unmotivated..
10:49 PM
Saturday, March 01, 2008
也许，失去了他的友情，也让我失去了斗志。
我要摆脱这种感觉，我要找回自我。
10:10 PM
