Thursday, October 30, 2008
wanted to have a gd slp on the long busride back home..
but just 2 stops after i got on, a man sat beside me, when there were still empty seats around.
i was really really trying my damnest hard not to spring up from my seat n just find another seat. n i succeeded.
i regreted succeeding in pushing down tt urge.
just 5 seconds after he sat down, he started shifting inwards.
so i shifted in as well.
n i stiffened up just so tt i wouldnt be accidentally bumping into him when the bus turns.
n i tried to slp.
but no, this man refused to let me have a gd slp.
he shifted inwards again.
at this pt, i stared at the man, trying to give him tt evil eye.
but either he was really not giving two hoots abt me, or he's just so dense.
he just stayed in tt position.
so i shifted in again.
n tt bloody idiotic man shifted again.
n i spent the whole journey home sticking to the window.
i think the guy seriously has no inkling abt the concept of personal space.
esp a girl's personal space.
is he really thinking tt i'm giving him space to move in?
i wonder wad will happen if i shouted molest on the bus.
hmm.. i dun think i dare to.. unless he really reach out n touch me or something..
oh well.. i wanna slp now, but i still have to read up on iraq..
i hope dr fernando wouldn't target me tmr..
*prays hard*
12:08 AM
Monday, October 20, 2008
i'll always rem jjc's sch motto..
SDSM..
Self Discipline, Self Motivation..
i'm so lacking in both..
i wish i'm not so dependent on my laptop..
sometimes.. technology makes things worse for me..
haiz.. i should stop blaming other things n take things in stride..
but i really wish.. i have more time in my hands..
11:38 PM
Friday, October 17, 2008
Education Without Borders..
my one n only chance i guess..
i'm praying hard tt i can go..
but somehow.. part of me is still hesitating..
even though its only for 5-6 days..
it's not even as long as one mth..
n yet, i'm afraid tt once i leave, something will happen.
its still far ahead, n i'm probably thinking too much, but there's this nagging feeling inside me..
i wish i can throw myself into work n just forget abt everything else..
if only i can..
11:57 PM
Saturday, October 11, 2008
its been weeks since i last updated..
not really feeling motivated to update..
my brain had probably been working overtime, to the extent tt it has shut down at a time when it is supposed to be working at its hardest..
damn this excuse isnt going to work.. at least not to my tutors..
10:42 PM
