Saturday, December 29, 2007
well it has been a rather short wk, considering tt i've been slping longer after coming back. time really seems to be flying by. funny thing is, after slping for so long, i still feel tired. perhaps i'm trying to catch up with the slp i've lost for 1mth.
i've seem to lost some kind of motivation too. still trying to find my footing. i dunno why it feels so hard.
hopefully i can regain tt drive before sch starts. i have to, i dun want to feel regret again.
8:19 PM
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
ok this post is rather belated, but i'll still blast out the words here:
I'M FINALLY BACK IN SINGAPORE!!!!
maybe its weird n laughable to have this kind of feeling, but when my fren n i saw the familiar "durians" from the airplane window, we sorta screamed in happiness n high-fived each other. it is really really indescribable, the feeling of finally reaching home. home, where all my frens n family are. i've only been away for 1mth, but it really felt damn freaking long when i was in sikkim. furthermore, this was the 1st time i was overseas for so long n so far away (yes i know, india is still in the asian region, but i've never stepped out of the boundaries of malaysia for the past 19+ yrs of my life, so this time to get past tt boundary is a big thing for me). i nearly cried on the plane, just knowing tt within a few more hrs, i would be able to see my dear laogong n my family.
ppl have been asking how my sikkim trip was. i can only say one thing: a different kind of happiness. i've always been a happy-go-lucky person, even though alot of ppl dun see me tt way. over there, i really released my serious self, n was all smiles. at least, i put down all the load i had been shouldering for the past few mths, n truly enjoyed my experience over there. to be able to do tt is becoz of one person: keith. till now, i still can't thank him enough for giving me this opportunity to go on this trip. he probably won't be reading this, but i still want to thank him.
i took a lot of photos over there, trying to capture the mood n events i've been experiencing, but till now, i still feel tt the photos were inadequate to capture the kind of feeling i was experiencing. i'll still try my best to tell my story through the photos i've taken, but tt will be on another day. blogging abt the whole mth's experience needs a freaking long time. haha..
oh well, i gotta get back to packing presents for all my frens, n doing other impt stuff. i'll blog another day!
12:49 PM
