Tuesday, May 31, 2005
last sat went to celebrate raz's bday.. quite fun.. wore tt dress.. a little strange but managed to survive.. ate at banquet at chinatown, bought oyster omelete n seafood fried rice.. the oyster was nice, the sunny-side-up on the fried rice was super nice =P the yolk was in a liquid state, just the way we like it =P
sun went to watch the hockey guys n girls play the 4-a-side game.. we reached quite early, so decided to go n eat breakfast.. haha met the coach there.. he had the whole mac to himself.. after tt went back to the street soccer court.. the games were exciting.. but the guys had to put up a tough fight.. haha during the match, raz's grp went to mac to eat, coz they got 2hr wait b4 their next game.. jiefeng bought a milo for his crush, but din dare to give to her.. haiz he keep worrying so much.. at first wanted the other guys to give the milo to her, but at last he managed to give it to the girl himself..
din manage to finish the game though, coz it started raining very heavily.. got stuck there for quite a while.. then they set another date to continue the game.. after tt went jp with some of the guys to eat lunch.. ate at banquet again.. haha.. then went iskandar's house to play ps2.. i just sat there n watch.. jiefeng quite sad.. kena trashed until he really fedup.. haiz poor him..
today went out watch the movie "madagasca".. quite funny =P there were touching parts also.. but its the 1st movie i din cry over.. after tt went westmall.. walked only for a while.. went mac eat mcflurry.. then went home..
today kept having the craving to eat cold sweet stuff.. dunno y.. haiz..
7:33 PM
Thursday, May 26, 2005
well tmr is the last day of sch.. these few days been feeling so tired although i slept at the usual times.. haiz.. dunno lahz...
been revising my hist.. hope it'll help.. someone "scolded" me for being so hardworking.. then she herself started revising also.. coz i motivated her.. haha.. i'm a very useful person right..
still thinking abt wad someone said which came out like an insult.. i know he's kidding, but it just came out wrong.. dun want to confront him but still can't forget abt it.. i hope he wun make tt same mistake again.. or else i'll really just unleash my fury on him.. err ok tt sounds ridiculous coz i rarely get angry..
oh well hols coming.. shld start planning on wad to revise.. so many things to catch up on.. esp econs!!! i hate it manz.. but i have to face it..
10:40 PM
Monday, May 23, 2005
haha went to several places on sat.. first went heeren.. watch ppl get dared to do many stupid n gross things... like getting golf balls from a fish tank of mealworms just to get 20bucks.. eeks... makes my hair stands... haha then got one couple, the guy took out an apple from a rubbish bin, ate it, n french kiss his gf for one min.. n they got 70bucks just for doing tt.. wah.. big money lehz.. gross but they love the fun of doing this.. haha.. oh well..
then after tt went fort canning.. really quiet tt day coz it was raining a little... took a few pics.. quite funny =P but din manage to walk alot.. coz got nothing much.. haha.. after tt went plaza s'pura to walk ard a bit, went zonex to play time crisis 3.. then went home.. haha..
its mon evening now.. still got some work to finish... wasted one whole afternoon watching vcd n making present.. can't wait for sat to come =P
5:50 PM
Monday, May 16, 2005
just now saw this small little sparrow while walking along the corridor to the gym.. it was so tiny.. n seemed to be very frightened.. i guess it fell out of its nest or something.. din dare to touch it, so just left it there.. wonder how it is now.. maybe i should have looked for its nest n put it back? haha must be in some high up place tt i can't reach lahz.. later the mother sparrow come n attack me..
tmr is the last match for the guys.. against SA... think they'll win? hmm.. maybe.. as long as they've put in their best, winning or losing isnt impt anymore.. wish them all the best!
9:46 PM
Friday, May 13, 2005
haha today is a good day! =P the hoki game was real cool manz! so exciting, so nerve-wrecking.. each time the ball gets close to our goal, we'll be screaming n shouting, trying to will the ball away.. haha.. well iskandar really saved the day by shooting in tt one goal.. haha.. should have seen the way the guys were dancing n hugging each other... like small kids liddat.. its their 1st win througout their whole tournament.. haha.. when the final whistle blew, the guys sitting at the bench just ran right out onto the pitch n hugged each other.. haha.. well done guys! though they still can't enter the next round, at least their hard work paid off a little.. haha..
got a lot of hw n revision to finish.. haiz.. ms mandy gave me a few tips today.. hope they'll really work.. really praying hard... its my one n only chance... there's no 2nd chances anymore...
oh yah i got back my 16pf report.. hmm.. read through it.. really fits me manz.. so scary.. even those things tt i din realise its inside me.. wah should seriously think through how i can become a better person.. but i know raz will still love me for who i m, though i make him mad sometimes =P hmm spending 50bucks to know myself better.. well is it really worth it? i'm not sure.. haha.. well at least i know i'm suited to do jobs related to teaching n taking care of children.. haha.. i can also become an occupational therapist! sounds chim horz.. haha.. dun even know wad it is lehz.. =P wah can't imagine myself to be a religious leader though.. haha.. when i dun even have a religion..
10:00 PM
Sunday, May 08, 2005
my life is almost a wreck.. i can't concentrate, i don't even have the motivation to work.. i'm just sitting ard, giving only a token of effort to my hw n studies.. wad is happening to me?! i don't know as well... everyone is talking abt doing well for a's.. yes i know tt.. yes i know i have to do well.. yes i know i need to study.. but the motivation just won't come! the strength tt i had hoped for didnt appear, n i've tried so hard to find it within me, yet i failed time n again.
they'll rushing ahead
i've fallen behind
possibly, never to see any sign of victory again
m i a failure?
6:25 PM
Friday, May 06, 2005
today wasnt in a very gd mood... also not sure y... maybe coz of the weather? if its so then i think the ppl ard me are doomed lahz.. hope i wun show my black face to ppl.. haiz..
these few days tt mingchee keep laughing at me.. dunno y he like to do tt.. argh.. dun like it.. maybe there'll really come a day when i juz "flip face" at him lahz.. haiz.. hope it wun happen lahz.. but if he keep doing tt.. it pisses me off sometimes.. i know i shouldnt care so much how ppl look at me.. but still.. it just pisses me off.. haiz..
shld really buck up... there's so much things to revise.. n i havent even started.. i'm scared, yet i'm doing nothing to remedy the situation..
~when will the sun come out again? i can't hold on much longer...~
10:00 PM
