Thursday, April 22, 2010
watching the sec4 dancers crying n having a level thrash, it reminds me of my own guiding days.
even though it wasn't a full out thrash, i can feel tt the girls were really sincere in wanting to clear all their misunderstandings.
got me thinking abt all the possible misunderstandings tt other ppl could have been harbouring abt me over so many yrs..
n i never bothered trying to justify myself..
is it necessary?
because of the thrashing, we almost got locked in sch.
but it was worth the time watching them.
8:05 PM
Thursday, April 01, 2010
thur early morning, on the bus to tpy stadium, a rare moment of having silence around me.
sudden memory abt something tt someone said.
n a thought flashed through my mind: how would it be like?
n by the time i reach tpy, i still can't decide whether it would be a possibility or just plain weird.
4th week in sch is going to be over.
fearful tt wad i fear the most, will come true one day.
n if tt really happens.. wad am i gonna do?
if its the stress talking, then i should shut my ears n pray hard tt it'll go away.
stop talking to me, stress. i dun need u around.
i'm not escaping from u. i just dun want u around.
10:14 PM