Sunday, May 25, 2008
i bought something for myself today..
n i'd struggled for a long time before deciding to buy it..
in the end, i did..
becoz..
my laogong need his psp back..
so..
i bought a psp slim for myself!
feel happier now..
its like one less thing to worry abt or wad..
now.. its time for me to worry abt something else..
the finance report..
ahhhhhhh i really regret being the treasurer!!!
6:24 PM
Friday, May 23, 2008
went to watch Ayat Ayat Cinta just now.. its an arab movie (if i'm not wrong), n it was a rather dramatic movie, but also portrayed the islamic law on polygamy marriage. i realised how liberal singapore already is compared to the middle east ctys, where dating is rarely done, n arranged marriages are rather common. but even though i know a little bit more abt islamic laws etc, i'm still a little unprepared for the future.. i guess i'll take a few more yrs before i can settle down in a more.. spiritual sense..
was reading the news abt the sichuan earthquake.. n there was news tt a lot of schs collapsed during the quake becoz of the inferior building materials used in the construction of the sch buildings, n tt was why the schs collapsed so easily. this news is enough to make me feel anger. so many students n teachers could have survived, if the sch buildings had been stronger to tahan the quake. n yet, becoz of corrupt officials, the sch buildings are built with inferior materials, n thousands of students n gd teachers died, becoz of these corrupt officials. they deserve to be hanged, for indirectly killing so many ppl.
i think some of u may have seen a utube video on a chinese girl commenting abt the sichuan earthquake.. this girl is so inhumane, i wonder why she hasn't been struck by lightning or something. it is one of the rare times i wish harm to befall on a person. n if u read the abstract below, i believe u'll feel anger also.
[/四川受震的朋友们，大家好，我呢是来自、来自一个辽宁的一个普通的，一个说小女孩儿吧，啊~我对你们说，四 川受震吧，也有一个，怎么说，表示同情吧，说不上；开心吧，也说不上。有点幸灾乐祸的感觉，说实话就是这种 感觉的。
额~~~~~~你们这边受震了吧，看电视什么的，也看了，但我不是故意看的，一打开电视，全部都是演的那些 砸死的呀、砸伤的呀、烂了的呀，都是这些玩意儿。不想看吧，一打
开电视，总是这些东西，我不看也没有办法。
你说这些破玩意儿吧，整的网站上、网页上也都没有色了，你以为我们都是色盲啊？像你们一样啊？你们是不是演 戏戏觉细胞都给砸糊涂拉？啊？唉~（高贵的摆头、叹气），你们说你们一个个儿的，你们在里面砸着，就老实呆 着的，你们还喊什么喊，呼什么救啊？
其实这个吧，我觉得也不赖你们，主要是在中国吧，你们四川所处的地理位置不好，你们人家哪边印度板块挪动， 给你们叽哩的，你们说你们是不是活该，啊（蔑视的反问）？
地震呢，我看还是震幅不够，这震幅要是再大一点，给你们整个翻过来，你们就不用来劲了，一个个今天又要给你 们默哀，明天又给你们捐款的，啊~~？！你说5月21号是多好的日子呀，人家赶08年结婚的人多多呀，你说 这回还得给你们默哀，这人家是结（婚）还是不结？你说多给人掉链子的事儿啊？
唉~（很无奈的叹气），你说5月20号、5月21号这么好的日子全给你们悼念去了，你们一个个才死多少人呐 ？中国人那么多，一个个死的养的都没给你们占死的啊（方言听得不是很真切~大家听明白的，欢迎补充）？操你 ma，都给你们整死才好呢，傻B玩意儿一个个的。
你们说你们是长得好看呐，还是哪块肉遭人稀罕呐？为你们捐款捐吃的，是不是都闲着的了？哼~哎呀~（无奈而 轻松），你说一天到哪都听到你们这些B事儿，走到哪都听人说：“哎呀，四川又地震拉，四川又哪 个……”。
你说你个老太太，躺了100多个小时，你怎么还没死呢，你想学木乃伊呀？唉·~你还跟人整个：“我是个菜市 场卖菜的”。你是在里面吃生菜了吧，土豆、地瓜都在里面啃了吧，你那皮都咔嚓了吗？知道什么叫咔嚓吗？就是 削，你削皮了吗？你就吃！这回，自个儿也不装是贵族，也不娇气了，还整个：“我们看见迷彩服，就看见希望了 ”。你看见大草地咋就没看见希望呢？那草都能吃，还能补充水分呢。
你平时都想什么来的，一个个儿的，你平时看见人家穿迷彩服的，都说人家是打工的，说人臭民工，说人捡破烂的 ，说人衣冠不整，你现在怎么来劲儿了 呢？操你ma,你们一个个儿都震死得了，留下都是祸害，生的孩子都是祸根。
你们都想什么想来着，你说又让这边给你们捐钱，又让这边给你们捐，捐这些你们干什么玩意儿啊？啊？你知道这 个地震吧，到底怎么回事昵？我分析吧，就是人吧，做事不能太过分，你知道吧，像你们四川吧，前一阵子，全不 都是抵制法国货吗？这不火炬传递吗？这不传递到法国的时候来劲儿了吗？你们要抵制法国货，给你们这回地震了 ，看你们还传不传？
来劲儿？接着来呀！你有能耐你就使劲，你使劲看能震大点儿不？能看你们哪儿有多大劲儿，你能把地给掰开不？ 掰开你再给合上。
唉~还四川，又什么汶川，又什么北川的，你说你们那屁大点的地方，你说你们一个地方，一个县城就10来米呀 ？还是二十来米，还是百十来米呀？你多大点的地方呀？今天这震，明天哪儿震的，震100多回，你咋那么有劲 呢？啊？
你说地震是没够还是怎么的？唉~我都怀疑，那些余震都是不是你们放屁嘣的呀？哎呀~你说没事闲着吧，人家震 一回就拉倒了，你们自己人还维持这一点（不懂什么意思，听懂的达人可以补充），是不是因为四川太熊拉？你们 四川人都上我们这边儿捡破烂来拉？你们那边太熊了，就想造点机会让我们多给你们捐捐款，啊？你有些事就直说 呀，你没事就上电视，整什么电视台台标都没色儿，上个网，网页也没有色，干什么玩意儿呢呀？
行了，四川的朋友吧，姐姐就给你们说这些，年龄大的吧，我只能说，是你们……怎么说呢，是你们晚辈吧！这是 给你的良言忠告，你们能死就赶紧死吧，别搁着憋着了，挺着也挺遭罪的是吧./]
文章来源于《傻猫网络日志》 http://www.samool.com/liao-ning-zhang-ya/2/
this girl makes me want to slap her hard enough to make her wake up to her senses. haiz.. her dad still have to apologise on her behalf..
8:43 PM
Sunday, May 18, 2008
didnt go for tuition yest..
instead, i was in sch, ushering an impt guest speaker, Dr Yeo Lay Hwee.
felt quite nervous when tera's unexpected phone call landed me in this role.
her 1st phone call got me running back to sch on a wed morning to attend a briefing cum rehearsal as a door ursher.
her 2nd phone call on thur got me realising how much trust my frens really have in me.
she wanted me to be one of the special urshers for one of the vips they have invited for the 1st ASEAN forum in nie.
when i voiced out my apprehension, she said, "i really need somebody i trust, n i trust u wanyee".
n so, i agreed to help her.
with this added responsibility, it also made me really nervous, afraid tt things will go wrong somehow becoz of me. but i just kept on breathing n telling myself tt things will be ok. n i cannot let my frens down.
even though i had to work until my back ached the day before the forum, i never really questioned why i am doing all these when this project isn't under my care. i just provided my manual labour unquestioningly, just helping my frens with no protests or disagreements.
perhaps its becoz of tt trust they had in me, i was willing to do anything to help them. n i really meant anything.
i enjoyed the short conversation with Dr Yeo, n getting to know a little bit more abt her research area. i also enjoyed the forum n the performance, even with the stress from the added responsibility. all in all, i'm glad i "forgot" abt the tuition tt i had n agreed to be an ursher for the ASEAN forum.
9:58 PM
Saturday, May 10, 2008
conducted grp tuition today..
first time doing it, n i was facing 4 girls at one go.
3 of them sec4, one sec5, all in the same sch.
at first i didnt know wad to teach them, coz they already finished most of their exams, n they were only left with english oral n POA. i can't possibly teach them for POA, so i had to guide them for oral.
wasn't easy at first, coz it was rather boring for them to keep reading short passages.
so after just 3 passages, with some pointers, i started talking to them.
training them for their conversation was my main aim, but i realised tt i dun really have skills for asking qns. so i ended up prompting a lot, but it helped tt they were rather willing to talk.
when the person i/c found a person to tutor them for POA, n the guy arrived, i left my seat, n continued waiting for the student whom i was originally supposed to coach.
in the end, he/she didn't turn up at all.
but wad made my day was when the girls asked me,
"are u coming back again next wk?"
they even told the person i/c tt my tutoring was fun.
haha this is the first lorz.
usually ppl see my face already get turned off.
well i'll be going back again next wk.
but i'm not sure how things will turn out when i start teaching them hist n geog.
hmm.. lets hope i can do some "story-telling"..
oh well..
gotta concentrate on finishing the finance report..
11:17 PM
Friday, May 09, 2008
i'm dragging my feet over finance again..
haiz..
can't blame me, i've been feeling lethargic after my exams..
but alamak, my leader gave me a deadline..
so i have to start chasing ppl for money liaoz..
went to watch the forbidden kingdom just now..
its really nice! haha laogong expected me to cry when the golden sparrow died, but i didnt. instead, a couple of angmohs seated 2 seats away cried when the scene was being played.
laogong was having a gd laugh as he pointed out the 2 angmohs crying.
pretty obvious lehz.. its so weird to see others cry..
i've done nothing much ever since my exams ended..
other than spending time with laogong, i've went for a class chalet with my nie geog class..
rather fun playing on wii (thank alfie for bringing everything to entertain us!)
but after half a day of playing, my arms ached pretty badly for the next 2 days..
tt's how tiring it was, playing wii..
i rem how anna n i were forced to play boxing, just so tt the guys can find out whether the female characters on wii are designed to wear clothes or not..
n it was freaking tiring, so much so tt there was jubilation when my character fell.. i didn't even bother to revive my character becoz fighting is so exhausting!
n i remembered when we played the shooting game, we failed almost every mission even with 4 ppl playing!
i've been trying not to think abt my last exam paper.. but sometimes when it floats up in my mind, i got rather worried n paranoid..
i really hope nothing will go wrong..
at least let me pass..
i dun wanna retake tt module! :'(
8:48 PM
Thursday, May 01, 2008
new blog layout, new beginnings, after the exams.
gotta list down the things i need to do during the hols.
going cycling tmr!
hehe =P
12:16 AM
