Thursday, March 30, 2006
yeah! i finally successfully kajiao-ed my fren until she agreed to let me have sat off :P then i can go for my class outing! but feel abit guilty lahz, coz i know she really don't want to face the crowds, esp when its the first day of the signing up of the progress package.
anyway, will be working today n tmr.. hopefully when i go back on mon, everything will still be running smoothly.. no chaos hopefully..
10:42 AM
Sunday, March 26, 2006
oh no.. my prayers were not answered.. i still need to work tmr.. all the way till 15 april.. *sobs* this job is tiring.. not coz very busy.. but coz nothing much to do.. from 1st april onwards, i think we'll be busy until tired.. haiz such extremes..
just now went out with laogong! hehe really miss spending time with him.. too bad i'm only off on sun.. well at least its better than not having any weekends off! yep will treasure wadever time i can have to spend with my laogong..
applied for nus n ntu.. gosh.. really really really really pray hard tt i can get in.. pls just give me a chance.. i know i'm not exceptionally good.. but i really want to have a chance..
8:00 PM
Friday, March 24, 2006
7 more days.. n it'll be april.. lets hope this job will end by 31 march.. i don't want to continue working on this job in april.. esp on 15 april.. i don't wanna work on tt day!!
10:38 AM
Monday, March 13, 2006
too many pressures.. too many expectations to meet.. i hate this kind of feeling.. i know how impt it is to get into uni.. but does tt mean i have to choose courses tt i'm not even interested in? y is my sis pushing me to choose courses tt i'll definitely not do well in?? just to show ppl ard me tt i'm in uni? just to save face?
changes in the working shift.. more off days but longer working hrs.. my laogong is now on block leave.. got more days to spend with him this wk.. but once he goes back, there'll be lesser time for us to spend together.. i don't know whether this is gd or bad.. though many ppl say tt some distance apart is gd, i don't know how true it really is.. i don't know whether i'm just too clingy, or the feeling has really gone.. i hope its not just a long term infatuation.. pls let this last.. for a lifetime..
9:20 PM
Friday, March 10, 2006
damn tired.. so many qns running through my head.. wad should i do?
little interests, little options, little places as well.. how the hell m i gonna get in???
gonna learn how to cycle later!! ~wheee~ pls dun laugh at me lahz.. i know i'm a bit slow.. hehe.. i think i'll make my laogong vomit blood first before i'm able to cycle..
one mth n 5 days more.. hehe..
9:33 AM
Thursday, March 02, 2006
sometimes its best not to ask the results of others..
either u'll offend somebody who got sucky results..
or u'll become very depressed tt u got those sucky results..
which grp do i belong to?
pls don't ask, thank u very much
although mine isnt the worse
but it isnt the best as well
so pls, don't ask anymore
11:21 PM
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
just a few more hours.. gosh.. its so scary.. hope i won't faint from crying too much..
9:46 AM