Saturday, November 06, 2004
hmm... its so fast, almost one wk of hols have passed...
yesterday was the chinese paper... hmm.. no kick? haha :P okok its was average lahz, not particulary difficult, but not so easy tt i can get 100% :P haha... yah but i definitely will get A1... so yah tingz, u'll definitely get ur treat :P
so anyway, today went back to see the guides. its somehow different going back now. in the past, we work together as a team, sharing everything. yet now, its like i'm not part of them anymore... i'm a senior, n it seems so obvious.. like theres a dividing wall between us... *sigh* n RV is
moving to a holding sch next yr... nearer to my house though, easier for me to see them... juz now helped them to pack the things in the guides room into boxes... n as i wrapped up the trophies, it suddenly felt tt i'm like packing away my memories in RV as well.. i no longer belong..
the whole holiday seems to be stretching a long way ahead... but i know tt time flies... can't waste my time slacking... i need to revise my work again, or else i wun be able to catch up next yr, after the orientation... sacrifices have to be made, in order to become an ogl... i'm ready to make tt sacrifice... but, in the back of my mind, the fear still lurks. i hope it wun become a nightmare...
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