Saturday, March 05, 2005
yest had quite an emotional moment in the afternoon... since the a's results were coming out, the sch arranged for the j2s to gather in lt5 n watch the life telecast of wad was happening in the hall, where the results would be given out to the seniors. well a wide array of emotions were displayed right on the screen. of coz, joy wrote on faces of some, but for others, tears could only describe the disappointment they felt. it reminded me strongly of how i felt when i got back my o's results. well, wasnt disappointed somehow, at least i could still stay on in jj. but seeing my frens' reactions to their results (which were in fact much better than mine), i wonder if i'd been too easily satisfied. deep down, i was a teeny weeny disappointed tt i didnt achieve my aim of getting below 10. still, at the very least, i had made it through, n was relieved tt i could still stay in a jc. well knowing tt my cousin did better was quite a "downer", but still, i chose not to let it get to me. i believe in myself, n i know i will score my best in my a's.
well after tt life telecast, we went back to our classrooms to get our ao results. really happy tt i got an a2, at least i din really waste tt one yr of restudying chinese. still, if i'd been satisfied with my b3 during my o's, maybe i would have scored better in my promos since i would have more time to revise my work. well at least i can now motivate myself to study harder.. though i din really studied for my chinese? haha tt's a different matter lahz.. oh well...
tmr gonna try to finish part of my hist.. hopefully i wun have to do last min work on wed..
10:45 PM
