Sunday, May 08, 2005
my life is almost a wreck.. i can't concentrate, i don't even have the motivation to work.. i'm just sitting ard, giving only a token of effort to my hw n studies.. wad is happening to me?! i don't know as well... everyone is talking abt doing well for a's.. yes i know tt.. yes i know i have to do well.. yes i know i need to study.. but the motivation just won't come! the strength tt i had hoped for didnt appear, n i've tried so hard to find it within me, yet i failed time n again.
they'll rushing ahead
i've fallen behind
possibly, never to see any sign of victory again
m i a failure?
6:25 PM