Wednesday, July 27, 2005

some things have happened recently..
all i can say is..
let it go..
wads the use of holding on?
it'll only make ur heart ache more..
is it worth it?

still struggling..
wish i could hold on to my dreams so easily like the others..
feel so insecure sometimes..

8:07 PM

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

these few days keep raining..
my mood kinda kena affected..
many of my frens refraining from coming online now..
haiz..
i shld do the same..
but it'll be a miracle if i can stop using the comp for more than 2 days..
oh well..
shld try my best..

my sis fell sick
but getting better
hope it wun be my turn to fall sick
but i fear for my own health
n tt of my frens n my laogong..

bought a new watch today!
hope it'll become my gd luck charm.. =)

9:00 PM

Sunday, July 24, 2005

i'm so useless..
can't even concentrate..
fell aslp instead..
was knocked out for 3hrs..
can't believe tt i slept so long..
*sigh*
feel so weak now..
i think i've been drinking too much kopi..
n eating too much fried chicken from the malay stall..
i guess i'm falling sick soon..
pls dun come near me.. whether u sick or not..
dun pass ur virus to me..
n i dun want to pass my virus to ppl as well..
just.. stay away..
i'll just keep the lazy bug to myself..
haiz..
to think.. my teachers had such high hopes on me..
so disappointing..

9:49 PM

Saturday, July 23, 2005

stayed back in sch to study yest.. hmm achieved quite a lot.. really want to study hard.. but sometimes too many distractions.. like now.. got someone changing our gate.. so very noisy.. haiz.. later someone else coming to change the windows.. i think i can never study today le.. can't go out to study either.. coz my mum want me to stay at home.. she scared of being alone..

hopefully tonight can study.. then tmr must study doubly hard..

is lagging behind my revision schedule.. *sigh*

11:55 AM

Monday, July 18, 2005

was checking my email just now.. saw an email from the guides hq.. suddenly found myself humming guiding light..
wah was totally stun manz..
dunno wads happening to me..
m i going crazy?

but come to think of it..
i really miss the days when i was still in guides..
the memorable bbq during our fire lighting practice..
all the campfires tt we slogged our guts for..
even the footdrills..

suddenly feel so nostalgic.. haiz..
better go slp soon..
or i'll lose my mind..

10:50 PM

Thursday, July 14, 2005

disappointed.. F n E.. m i really cut out for studying?
still dunno abt the 3rd subject.. very scared i'll get disappointed again..

went sheng siong with the hockey guys.. spent 2hrs there rotting.. *sigh* sought of regretted going there.. its almost a waste of time.. but still managed to chip in with some advice.. i'm a girl after all.. more careful abt things? haha.. i'm a tomboy though..

trying hard.. should really tie myself to a table n force myself to study.. my heart keeps straying off to other things.. losing ctrl of my own life..

decided to write a letter to someone.. hopefully it'll help clear the air.. n maybe she'll become less dependent on me.. hope she'll understand how i feel.. dun wish to hate a person whom i'll be working with for the next few mths..

9:30 PM

Monday, July 04, 2005

ok these are the photos taken with xingle's cam during the interact installation.. quite funny lahz.. still got more but all those can be found on her blog already.. haha.. okok.. well now tt we dun need to go for cca anymore, i guess its time to really concentrate on studies.. i've started my revision.. hope tt i can stay consistent..

10:50 AM

the rambutan tree.. haha.. can only see the trunk..

10:48 AM

me n xingle! hmm our uniform like different colour?

10:47 AM

the 3 chiobus of 04a4.. haha..

10:46 AM

girl power.. haha..

10:46 AM

Sunday, July 03, 2005

went to the esplanade there yest, wanted to take photos of the planes tt were going to fly past during the ndp rehearsal.. haha.. managed to take some (look below) but was too hungry to wait till the army vehicles come.. oh well nvm lahz.. haha.. (oh yah if possible, click on the "july 2005" to see all the pics.. coz only the later ones are shown..)

anyway, today is the start of my revision day.. muz keep reminding myself tt time is running out.. or else i'll keep on slacking..

on fri, spent some time talking to xingle.. she told me a lot of things.. had a few laughs, but also shared our concerns.. really wonder wad i'll do if i kena retain.. haiz.. i hope i wun end up like tt..

9:35 AM

the esplanade.. haha.. the ones taken at night wasnt nice.. haiz my cam's flash wasnt working.. too old already.. hmm wonder if my dad will go n buy a new one? haha =P

9:30 AM

can see the rainbow? haha.. it was faint, but raz noticed it.. so took it =D

9:28 AM

the parachutes are coming down! hmm this is the nicest one my cam had taken.. haha..

9:27 AM

approaching for landing! ok looks a little mixed up.. haha.. but quite cool lehz.. the kind of formation tt they came up with..

9:26 AM

tt's where the canons were launched.. ok tt sounded like going to war, but err not sure how to express it.. haha.. okok see the smoke there? yah u get the idea..

9:24 AM

the S'pore flag! salute it! haha okok.. we reached there quite early, so saw these 3 poor planes circling ard n ard waiting for the cue to appear.. well 4 actually, coz one was backup..

9:23 AM