Wednesday, August 31, 2005
today is teachers' day celebrations.. the concert was short.. the MCs were trying very hard to appear lively n cheerful.. but perhaps they were overdoing it.. can't blame them for trying though.. the new teachers put up a show.. haha.. quite cute lahz.. then still got fashion walk for some of the teachers who were dressed up by their students.. got a nerd, a pink fairy, a new army stylist, an "indian" (i think?), a sexy lady n lastly, the pck look-a-like.. well quite funny lahz.. but.. err.. haha.. i shall not comment further..
after tt went bm.. we rotted at the library there for a while before going to eat kfc.. then went home to have a short nap n do some revision.. then went jogging with him.. i only managed to survive for like 10mins i think.. then i gave up.. haiz.. my stamina sux.. i shall train myself after my a's.. yah i shall.. i think i wun do tt in the end.. oh well.. at least i have the aim.. hehe.. =P
8:45 PM
Saturday, August 27, 2005
yest had my gp mock paper.. well a little bit more confident abt it than before.. haha.. perhaps all the practices tt mdm azah asked us to do really helped.. but still.. not sure how well i can do.. n its not the alevels.. haiz..
i guess my stress level is increasing.. coz my appetite kept increasing.. i spent $5.50 on food yest.. tt's like breaking the record ever lahz.. haiz.. i ate so much.. couldnt ctrl myself..
someone said i'm getting heavier.. perhaps i shld go for those kind of treatment tt will flatten my stomach, slim down my thighs, n make my small hills slightly bigger.. n yes make me shorter as well.. i wish i'm not tt tall.. its ironic.. i know other girls will yearn to be like me, so tall n slim (yah right as though i'm really tt slim).. but sometimes being tall also has its bad points..
let me list down why i dun like being so tall..
1) i'll always knock my head against the aircon part of the bus when i stand up
2) i have to stoop down lower than the rest when there're tree branches sticking out on the pathway
3) my backbone aches more easily, esp when i carry heavy bags (my slouching pose is evidence of the fact tt i've been carrying heavy bags for the past 12 yrs of my life)
4) i can't wear high heels (well although i dun really like wearing them, i still wish i could wear those tt are slightly elevated)
5) i become the main medical focus annually in pri sch coz of my unusual height
6) its difficult to find a pair of pants/jeans tt's long enough yet small enough at the waist level
alright the list can go on forever.. there're more reasons coming out as each yr pass.. oh well i shld get back to my revision..
10:15 PM
Thursday, August 25, 2005
mr leow n handsome ng talked to us again yest.. n i guess it'll be the last..
the 2nd win.. hmm.. dunno if i've reached tt stage..
yah dun give up.. it may be tmr tt u reach tt 2nd win..
naz really voiced out all the feelings in my heart..
perhaps.. there's still hope..
there's enough time..
there's not enough time..
1 angel, 1 devil..
such contradiction
but has the power to determine ur future
gee.. tt sounds scary..
its like being marked for life..
just becoz of an action..
really need lots of kopi..
my dad's willing to pay for my prom night ticket..
n buying kopi for me..
he spent so much on me..
i shouldnt disappoint him..
10:40 PM
Friday, August 19, 2005
find myself thinking of food when i'm supposed to be studying..
haiz.. i'm a born pig-rabbit or something..
who knows.. maybe during the a's, suddenly i'll grow fat..
then i'll panic n start eating less..
haha.. dream on manz..
i think i'll just keep on eating.. n eating.. n eating..
who cares anyway..
well the guys were discussing abt the perfect height difference between a girl n a guy.. in order to achieve perfection in.. hmm.. ok best not to say this here.. but well.. jean still ask me, "is XXX 12cm taller than u? if he is, he's a happy man." wah jean arh.. say this for wad.. haiyo.. so explicit.. alamak lahz.. aiyah i better not continue.. dun pollute young minds out there.. anyway, height doesnt matter lahz.. its the heart tt counts more..
i'm no perfect angel.. but u still put up with my mood swings..
its been 1 yr 4 mths 4 days.. but it seems like just yesterday when we first met..
seeing them dance just now.. in my mind i saw u n me.. in the hall with so many ppl.. yet it felt like it was just u n me..
i'll always rem how u tried ur best to fulfill ur promise to me.. u really touched me tt night..
there're struggles now.. but i believe we can pull through this difficult period..
i'll fulfill my own promise to u..
11:25 PM
Sunday, August 14, 2005
left only 4 wks.. before the prelims.. shit manz.. haiz.. i've not touched my human geog yet.. n havent touched european hist.. haiz.. econs revision too slow.. seasian hist also got a lot.. physical geog is still lagging.. argh.. maybe i'll end up getting retained.. haiz..
but well.. on the good side.. glad to be trusted.. i know its something very small.. but at least, it made me realise tt i'm still useful lahz.. oh well.. so wad if i fail my a's? become volunteer outside lorz.. no big deal.. haha.. easy to say.. but if really fail.. wah i think i'll just go jump down or something lahz.. haiz..
4:00 PM
Monday, August 08, 2005
on saturday went marina south to see all the exhibits n performances.. spent one whole day there.. haha.. i wun say much lahz.. just look through the pics urself.. haha.. its a 5-day holiday this time.. haha.. still need to study.. oh well.. play one whole day liaoz.. need to get down to studies..
3:52 PM
fried omelette with crabstick.. err.. haha.. i shall not comment =P
3:45 PM
haha.. our lunch.. fried instant noodle.. with 6 crabsticks.. does it look appetizing?
3:44 PM
yah we ate this for lunch too.. yummy..
3:43 PM
haha so cute right.. even the navy got balloon figures.. looks a little plump though..
3:43 PM
the naval ships.. taken from an angle.. haha looks like they going to slip off or something..
3:41 PM
the naval transports.. ferrying the lucky ppl to the big naval ships anchored further away..
3:40 PM
no i'm not shooting the clouds.. almost missed the F16s on the cam..
3:39 PM
dun worry.. they wun crash.. well-trained mahz.. i think they do these tricks everyday for training.. haha..
3:38 PM
the speed boat.. real fast manz.. their stunts really scary..
3:36 PM
the donut formation on the sea.. to block the intruders.. cool horz..
3:35 PM
the end of the 1st sea performance.. colourful gases coming out of the boats.. to salute Singapore!
3:34 PM
the helicopter n the orange merchant ship used for the 2nd sea performance.. they performing the "storming of the ship"..
3:33 PM
the end of the 2nd sea performance.. really exciting..
3:31 PM
the submarine.. rarely seen too..
3:30 PM
a missile.. very colourful horz.. wonder y they got so much time to paint all these..
3:29 PM
the tanks..wonder whose arm is at the side of the pic.. haha..
3:28 PM
the police boat.. decorated with all the flags..
3:27 PM
the riot bus.. haha very rarely will see this on the streets today..
3:26 PM
the fire engine with the ladder extended.. so damn high.. i'll never go up there.. even though there'll be handsome guys taking care of me =P
3:25 PM
the dogs working for the civil defence.. i think they dun like taking pics.. coz each time i aim the cam at them, they juz turn n make me take their butts..
3:24 PM
haha.. this one looks like spider web.. the nicest pic of the fireworks..
3:22 PM
the biggest bang.. almost the finale..
3:21 PM
Monday, August 01, 2005
yest really madness.. haha.. suddenly planned with a grp of classmates.. n went westmall for dinner.. with mingchee, xingle, jean, jessica, febrin n jason.. watched The Island after tt.. the movie really touched me a lot.. its really gan chu liang duo..
well i hope there wun be a day when cloning humans are allowed..
i think i'll die of fright first if i see a person who's a replica of me..
its scary also.. wad ppl can do to survive.. n to earn money..
horrifying manz.. wad greed can do to a person..
the man's mind muz be really twisted..
gd to see though tt a man changed his perspective..
perhaps its coz of similar experiences.. gan tong shen shou..
the escape of the clones.. wonder wad happened to them ultimately..
oh well.. so much musings.. as though it can help me for my gp compre.. haiz.. today's lesson was so damn boring lahz.. wonder how raz can score so well in his gp.. must bai ta wei shi le..
10:35 PM
