Saturday, December 31, 2005
2005 is leaving.. 2006 is coming..
will update more on wad happened yesterday for grad night n activities of today much later! haha make tt tmr :P for now, i'll enjoy the last day of 2005! happy new yr everyone!! :)
8:04 PM
Thursday, December 29, 2005
i'm so excited abt prom night tmr.. can finally see my class n frens again.. n see how nice they are after dressing up.. hehe.. really excited.. best of all, can see my dear again!! =P
today have several things to accomplish.. will be running to orchard n jurong.. haha.. i like being a little busy.. but not so busy until got no time to enjoy life.. perhaps its not so bad having a purpose each day.. its not gd to slack ard.. haha.. although its rather enjoyable..
my dad asked me to meditate n think through wad i want to achieve in life.. so far i've not done so.. perhaps i should do it soon, since the new yr is coming, n it should be a new start in my life.. hope everyone else will also think through, n be a better person.. =)
9:56 AM
Sunday, December 25, 2005
these few days been enjoying myself.. haha.. well lets see wad i'd done for the past few days..
fri (23/12): i went out with my laogong!! hehe 2 wks never see him, finally see him without his hair.. ok lahz got hair lahz, but is very very short.. a bit not used to it.. hehe.. it was drizzling throughout the day though.. but it was really fun walking ard with him..
sat (24/12): christmas eve!! met xingle earlier at orchard to pei her till its time to meet febrin.. we were having so much fun, till febrin suddenly asked, "u all know today's meeting cancelled right?" wah both of us were quite pissed off lahz, but since we know febrin's phone is almost totally hopeless, we believed him when he said he got send us msgs to inform us tt morning.. haha.. well i believe he'll give us a treat next time.. too bad he can't go for prom night.. poor febrin..
today (25/12): merry christmas!!! woke up early in the morning to meet my laogong, n we went cineleisure to watch Narnia.. haha it was worth it manz! orchard was almost like a ghost town when we walked towards cineleisure, but after the movie was over n we finished lunch, orchard seemed to be more crowded lahz.. we walked ard for a bit, then went all the way to far east plaza to take the bus coz orchard road was blocked up for another party tonight.. haha.. well i wonder how's the party there now..
tmr my dear will be going to book in liaoz.. haiz.. one more wk before i'll see him.. i can't wait for prom night to come!! just 5 days more!!!
10:57 PM
Thursday, December 22, 2005
yeah my dear is on his way home now!! hehe =P can't wait to see him tmr!!
i received a few job offers these few days.. a cashier job at cold storage, a sales job at yellow, a phone job at marine parade. oh well.. will choose one of them after christmas..
shucks.. my mum refuses to give me my bank book or my i/c.. i can't apply for my atm card!! argh.. pls tell me how i'm gonna convince my mum to let me have ctrl over my bank account..
8:04 PM
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
i'm totally freaked out.. a cockroach just tried to crawl into my ear again.. my hair still stands at the feeling.. its the 2nd time liaoz le.. haiz.. i dunno y such things happen to me.. my heart is still thumping very fast.. can't get over the fright.. can't get back to slp liaoz..
7:03 AM
Monday, December 19, 2005
help.. i want a job.. one tt has more flexible working hrs, dun require me to work during christmas, n has a high pay.. at least $5 an hr.. oh well.. i might as well start work only after christmas.. haha..
my stupid comp broke down.. now i'm using my sis' laptop.. haiz.. i'm so damn bored!!!!!
10:12 PM
Sunday, December 18, 2005
yeah finish my 4day job liaoz!! haha.. finally manz.. after running all the way to yishun n pasir ris for 4 days, its enough to make me shudder with the idea of travelling more than an hr ard s'pore..
went shopping after i left orchid cty club just now.. haha bought a few things lahz.. its like i'm on some shopping craze or something liddat lorz.. within like 1hr plus i bought 2 tshirts, 1 pair of earrings n 1 necklace.. of coz, i still considered rather deeply before spending like almost $30 on them.. haha.. my mum complained tt i've become so much more concern abt my looks.. n spent so much.. oh well.. okok i'll try not to spend anymore.. erm but at least let me finish buying my presents 1st.. haha..
now i'm waiting for news for my next job.. wonder wad my new job will be.. pls pls let me have a higher paying job with more flexible hrs!! hehe..
just a few more days!!! can't wait to see him again!! =D
9:09 PM
Friday, December 16, 2005
i'm so damn full now.. my aunt treated us to cafe cartel just now.. n the food was simply soo nice.. esp my dessert, 2 big pieces of brownies n vanilla ice cream on top.. oooo tt's my idea of heaven manz.. but it was still kind of hard to enjoy when my stomach was full with all the food from the main course..
this reminds me, i need to do more sit ups everyday.. to get rid of the fats accumulated at my stomach.. gosh.. i still have 14 days to my prom.. n i'm going jogging again.. perhaps on mon.. i want to burn off my excess fats!!!
still counting down.. i can't wait!!!
10:08 PM
ok after 2 days of working as an indoor surveyor, finally got a taste of the definition of "boring".. seriously lahz.. yest was still ok, at least there was something to do.. but today, i sat there for 4 hrs, 2hrs of which was spent staring at the experienced bowlers, n another 2hrs spent reading my storybook.. coz all of the bowlers were regulars.. n the manager wanted feedback from newcomers only.. wah really spent 4hrs slacking there.. n i'm paid for sitting there n doing nothing.. pls dun envy me.. if u do, i'll gladly switch places with u..
9 more days.. in another 9 days, i'll see my dear laogong again!! can't wait manz.. ok lahz.. i agree with xingle.. girls have to be independent.. though its a girl's nature also to be more emotional.. but i've not been reduced to a blubbery blob of tears just becoz my laogong is in tekong now.. n i'm damn proud of myself.. haha..
tmr will be seeing tingz again! then will be meeting my cousins n aunt for dinner! lalala~ hope my 2 cute cousins wun call me "chopsticks" again..
12:11 AM
Monday, December 12, 2005
bought something just now to add on to my prom night outfit.. haha.. shall not say wad it is.. find out for urself during prom night..
got home at ard 5.30pm.. n suddenly felt drained.. completely.. like i've got no more energy.. up till now.. feel so tired.. i guess after walking ard for the past few days, my inner energy left me.. i guess i'm just trying to tire myself out so tt i wun keep thinking abt things..
xingle going for lessons tmr.. haha xingle arh.. gd luck.. its back to "sch" for u.. :P jia you!
10:11 PM
Sunday, December 11, 2005
today helped my mum to paint the toilet pipes n wooden door.. dun ever think tt its easy.. throughout the few hrs, i had to rest for a few times.. perhaps its coz i'm not used to climbing up n down to paint.. but at least i completed my job..
i miss him a lot.. trying not to think of it.. but at times, was reminded of the happy times.. 11 more days.. till he can book out..
9:43 PM
Thursday, December 08, 2005
"All love that has not friendship for its base, is like a mansion built upon sand." - Ella Wheeler Wilcoxi guess this is true..
sometimes felt tt the 2 of us had seemed more like friends than lovers..
only at times, when something happens, then i can feel tt ache..
tt i dun feel for others..
8:51 PM
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
he'll be enlisted in a few short hours..
ahhhhh
how to survive???
ok i just need to get it out of my system..
so much is going on in my mind
perhaps it'll take a few days for me to settle down
without him with me..
now i'm beginning to understand how tingz feel
haiz..
its going to be a slpless night ahead..
no..
make tt a few slpless nights..
AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
11:24 PM
Sunday, December 04, 2005
yest went to singapore botanic garden.. a rather interesting experience.. it had been a long time since i'd breathed in fresh air.. yah the smell of air is different.. coz got the strong flower n grass smell tt is not covered up by other kinds of smells.. below are the photos we took.. we even paid $1 to get into the orchid garden.. yah went in coz next time we'll be charged $6 if we want to get in, since we wun be considered students anymore..
after touring around, got out n went chinatown to buy the pair of silver heels.. luckily went there coz it was the last pair liaoz.. if someone had also set her sights on them n bought them before i went there, i'll be super sad lahz.. well but it'll be an experience of a lifetime lahz.. walking on heels for one whole night.. omigod.. hope i wun malu myself by tripping lahz..
9:39 AM

this structure is called "Swing Me Mama".. the artist is Dominic Benhura, who was "inspired by her kids when she was trying to swing them".. hmm got moss growing on the stone statue liaoz..
9:31 AM

the big lake near the entrance of the Botanic Garden..
9:29 AM

found this big spider in the undergrowth area, with a huge web.. haha.. the flash from the camera made it unclear, but yep the shape is there..
9:28 AM

one of the swans living in the big lake n the duck trailing behind.. the duck always follows the swans around..
9:26 AM

the 2 swans n the solo duck.. swimming away from us coz we got no food to feed them..
9:25 AM

found this water fountain.. well waterfall actually.. man made of coz..
9:23 AM

the water fountain.. from inside the "cave"!
9:23 AM

found this tree.. with orange fungi growing on its trunks!! look so cool manz..
9:22 AM

this orchid is called the Golden Showers.. they're really small in size, n in a big bunch, they really look rather nice against the green bushes..
9:21 AM

this orchid is called Margaret Thatcher.. of coz, named after Baroness Margaret Thatcher, former Prime Minister of the United Kingdom, during her visit to the Singapore Botanic gardens in 1985.. yes the Iron Lady was here..
9:20 AM

this orchid is called Anne-Marie Willoch.. named after the wife of the former Prime Minister of Kingdom of Norway, on her visit to the Singapore Botanic Gardens on 17 Jan'86.. wow tt was even before i was born..
9:17 AM

this orchid is called Nilda Patricia Zedillo.. named after the wife of the President of the United Mexician States, Dr Ernesto Zedillo, during her visit to the Singapore Botanic Gardens on 26 Nov'96..
9:16 AM

this orchid is called Khunying Savetsila.. after the wife of the former Air Marshall of Thailand Mr Siddhi Savetsila, during her visit to the Singapore Botanic Gardens on 13 Nov'92..
9:15 AM

this orchid is called Masako Kotaishi Hidenka.. it was named in honour of Princess Masako of Japan, to commemorate the royal wedding with Prince Naruhito in 1993..
9:13 AM

this orchid is called Gyula Horn.. this hybrid was named after Hist Excellency Mr Gyula Horn, former Prime Minister of Hungary, on the occasion of his visit to the National Orchid Garden on 18 Apr'97..
9:11 AM

this orchid is called Tien Soeharto.. (sounds familiar?) it was named after the wife of the former President of Indonesia, General Soeharto, on his visit to the Singapore Botanic Gardens on 1974..
9:09 AM

an assortment of orchids..
9:06 AM

an assortment of orchids..
9:06 AM

an assortment of orchids..
9:05 AM

an assortment of orchids..
9:05 AM

this type of orchid quite unique-looking..
9:03 AM

a rather interesting looking orchid.. it gives off scent.. but very slight lahz..
9:03 AM

this is a smelling flower.. it means tt it actually gives off a certain scent.. n such scent is commonly used in perfumes.. smells rather nice lehz..
9:01 AM

this is the part where orchids are named after celebrities.. got a lot lahz.. but below got 2 more famous ones..
9:00 AM

this orchid is called Bae Yong Jun.. haha.. of coz, to commemorate the visit of Korean film star, Mr Bae Yong Jun, on the occasion of his visit to the National Orchid Garden on 19 Mar'04..
9:00 AM