Monday, February 27, 2006
results are coming out on wed.. feeling nervous abt it.. but can't change anything lahz.. no matter wad my results are, i believe tt i'll still have a road to continue on..
got a fever yest night while working.. went home to slp.. wanted to see the doc but my mum say it won't help my immune system.. oh well.. just wait n see lorz.. if by wed still feeling uncomfy, i think i'll go n see the doc..
3:08 PM
Friday, February 24, 2006
today is my offday.. sux lahz.. no one to go out with, but at least still can rest.. been working at tiong bahru cc for the past 3 days.. met interesting colleagues.. met interesting aunties n uncles.. realised tt our job is to correct the "wrongs" of the media.. erm not tt they reported wrongly, but somehow, the info wasnt displayed clearly, so throngs of ppl who came in were actually asking for things tt were not available yet.. n sometimes, when aunties or uncles who only know cantonese or hokkien sit at my desk, n i try to explain why they cannot apply for workfare bonus, its like the chicken talking to the duck.. but luckily its the minority lahz.. so far i've only met 2 of such cases.. haha..
well tmr i'll be working the morning shift.. tonight can't slp too late.. i miss my laogong..
9:15 AM
Monday, February 20, 2006
discovered the website through victor.. its like asking ppl how they see urself.. just click on this website.. let me know how u view me lahz.. haha..
http://kevan.org/johari?name=silencedreamer
my new job is starting tmr.. gosh my jobs' commitments become longer n longer each time.. my 1st job only needed me for 4 days.. my 2nd job needed me for 2 wks.. now my new job needs me for almost 2 mths.. gdness.. hopefully nothing goes wrong with my results, n i can continue with my job.. though my work schedule sucks big time.. haiz.. oh well.. too bad lahz..
rotting for today.. i've spent a lot of money on sat n sun.. will have to curb my spending.. but its boring being stuck at home.. haiz.. maybe later go float ard suntec area lorz..
10:50 AM
Thursday, February 16, 2006
results are not coming out tmr.. i dun know whether to be glad or to complain abt postponing our "death".. oh well.. will have to deal with the blow much later then..
anyway, tmr is my cpf job training.. my new job will need my arms n my ears.. n a phone tt'll probably end up stuck to my ear after hrs of using it everyday.. though it wasnt the kind of office job tt i'd anticipated, at least its still an office job.. one tt pays quite well too..
really miss the days when i could still go out with my laogong n my frens.. now everybody is busy, n barely have time to spent with one another anymore.. sometimes the working life is cruel as well.. though u meet new frens in ur workplace, u'll neglect ur old frens n ur family at the same time, esp if the working hrs are long.. though money is precious, it can't buy back the time lost tt could be used to spend with ur frens n love ones.. its hard to balance out, n i guess everyone has to learn how to do it.. or else one will find tt someday, u have lots of money, but u have no frens left..
10:01 PM
Sunday, February 12, 2006
hehe today went out with my laogong.. ate at pizza hut for the first time with him.. ordered the love berry pizza set.. with soup n honey-glazed chicken wings, n the dessert tt my laogong said it tasted funny. but overall, the food was nice, n the service was great.. salutes to the waiters n waitresses!
surprisingly, the pizza meal din fill up my stomach to the brim. but i din walk out still hungry lahz.. after tt walked ard a bit n then went home to rot.. again.
everybody is asking abt when our results will be coming out.. pretty scared lahz, but sooner or later have to face it lorz.. i wish it'll be later lahz.. even thinking abt taking my results is getting my palms sweaty.. yucks..
tingz asked me wad i'm gonna do if i dun do well. had thought abt it, but somehow the idea of going poly still din seem to sit well in my mind.. but if i really have no choice, i guess its the only option i have to continue my studies.. at least, i havent cut off my last route towards a better future..
10:30 PM
Saturday, February 11, 2006
if miracles do come true, i would only wish for 2:
1) my laogong to be able to be free on valentines day
2) my results to be super good.
haiz.. if only both would come true..
8:18 AM
Friday, February 10, 2006
yest went for my job briefing.. i'll be working at the cpf building answering phone calls.. wasnt wad i'd expected but its still an office job lahz.. next tue got training.. early in the morning on valentines day.. have to start getting use to wearing office clothes le.. gosh..
after tt went out with yiting.. haha she was still half aslp when i called her to tell her my job briefing was over.. i walked over to city hall mrt station n waited for her.. after tt went to eat, then went shopping again.. haha.. spent a few hrs walking around suntec n marina square.. then went home..
anyway, who's willing to go out during valentines day? haha.. can make tt day as frens gathering also mahz..
5:20 PM
Monday, February 06, 2006
i've received my best bday present today, though its not my bday yet. it really shocked me when mh suddenly talked to me on msn, n told me wad ej wanted me to do. well it seemed kind of sudden n strange, but i'm really glad he made the effort to contact us again. its been really long since we last met up n spoke to one another. yeah, really long, at least 5 years.
couldnt really remember how we became gd frens. somehow, when we met in pri 3, we just sorta clicked. n after tt, u can say tt the 3 of us were stuck together. every project tt came up, we did it together. it was left unsaid, it was auto tt no matter wad project, we would always be in the same grp. we were rather close, n even when we reached sec1, we still managed to find time to go out, n visit our teachers.
but somehow, as time flies, we got to know more frens, n we forgot abt staying in contact. perhaps, we've never had the courage to take tt first step to strike up the conversation, n even when we meet along the corridors in rv, it was just "hi bye".. it was kinda sad, knowing tt our friendship had disintegrated. inside me, i always wondered if we could ever meet up again n catch up with old times. but i never had the courage. gradually, we became busier, in our studies, in our cca commitments.
yesterday, when i reached home, i habitually switched on the comp. waiting for me on msn was a fren request. at first, i din recognise the email. the name ej struck a memory tt i thought i would never remember. shocked, but happy, i accepted his fren request. too bad, he wasnt online. i was really hoping to chat with him. this morning, mh came online, n started talking. she told me abt ej's blog, n gave me his hp number. she even gave me hers, although she'd been telling me "i'm not gonna give u my hp number so tt u can disturb me" for yrs. i was really touched. really really touched. we've finally tried to stretch out n contact each other again.
reading ej's blog, i realised tt there's so much tt i've missed out in his life for the past 2 yrs. there's so much tt i din know. there's much to be done to reestablish our friendship. perhaps it'll take a long time, but i'm willing to try. it really wasnt easy to meet such gd frens.
i've really received my best bday present. n i'm really thankful.
12:16 PM
Sunday, February 05, 2006
yeah i got my new hp!!! haha.. its the nokia 6020.. i bought this hp with my laogong.. n i've been taking photos with it ever since.. hahaha.. like gone crazy liaoz liddat..
anyway, went out with xingle in the evening, n we ate at cafe cartel.. wah super oily lehz.. esp the chicken wing.. eat until all my fingers oily.. haha.. but still nice lahz.. after tt went shopping! wah bought 2 tshirts for $22 n a pair of shoes for $18. haha really like shopping craze liddat lehz.. maybe this fri or sat will become another shopping spree with tingz.. haha.. but i'm still glad we were able to spend time together lahz..
oh well, the next few days will be quite boring lahz.. so may "disappear" for a while.. till next time then, enjoy urselves folks! =)
p.s. must go n watch i not stupid 2!!! very touching, well worth the money spent!!
9:30 AM
Friday, February 03, 2006
well with one extra day of cny hols, i really enjoyed myself to the fullest lahz.. went out with my laogong, went to relatives' house to eat (a lot!!), n slept my fill. yah tried to slp longer than usual, but usually wake up before i've slept enough. got lots of angbao, ate lots of cny goodies, n i think i'll fall sick soon from all the eating n drinking. still, it was great seeing my cousins again.. though it will never be the same as before when we were much younger..
will be upgrading my hp soon! hehe will be paying for it with my own money lahz.. n got cam! now i can take photos whenever i want to.. hehe.. can't wait to get my new hp!
8:24 PM
