Monday, February 06, 2006
i've received my best bday present today, though its not my bday yet. it really shocked me when mh suddenly talked to me on msn, n told me wad ej wanted me to do. well it seemed kind of sudden n strange, but i'm really glad he made the effort to contact us again. its been really long since we last met up n spoke to one another. yeah, really long, at least 5 years.
couldnt really remember how we became gd frens. somehow, when we met in pri 3, we just sorta clicked. n after tt, u can say tt the 3 of us were stuck together. every project tt came up, we did it together. it was left unsaid, it was auto tt no matter wad project, we would always be in the same grp. we were rather close, n even when we reached sec1, we still managed to find time to go out, n visit our teachers.
but somehow, as time flies, we got to know more frens, n we forgot abt staying in contact. perhaps, we've never had the courage to take tt first step to strike up the conversation, n even when we meet along the corridors in rv, it was just "hi bye".. it was kinda sad, knowing tt our friendship had disintegrated. inside me, i always wondered if we could ever meet up again n catch up with old times. but i never had the courage. gradually, we became busier, in our studies, in our cca commitments.
yesterday, when i reached home, i habitually switched on the comp. waiting for me on msn was a fren request. at first, i din recognise the email. the name ej struck a memory tt i thought i would never remember. shocked, but happy, i accepted his fren request. too bad, he wasnt online. i was really hoping to chat with him. this morning, mh came online, n started talking. she told me abt ej's blog, n gave me his hp number. she even gave me hers, although she'd been telling me "i'm not gonna give u my hp number so tt u can disturb me" for yrs. i was really touched. really really touched. we've finally tried to stretch out n contact each other again.
reading ej's blog, i realised tt there's so much tt i've missed out in his life for the past 2 yrs. there's so much tt i din know. there's much to be done to reestablish our friendship. perhaps it'll take a long time, but i'm willing to try. it really wasnt easy to meet such gd frens.
i've really received my best bday present. n i'm really thankful.
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