Monday, March 13, 2006
too many pressures.. too many expectations to meet.. i hate this kind of feeling.. i know how impt it is to get into uni.. but does tt mean i have to choose courses tt i'm not even interested in? y is my sis pushing me to choose courses tt i'll definitely not do well in?? just to show ppl ard me tt i'm in uni? just to save face?
changes in the working shift.. more off days but longer working hrs.. my laogong is now on block leave.. got more days to spend with him this wk.. but once he goes back, there'll be lesser time for us to spend together.. i don't know whether this is gd or bad.. though many ppl say tt some distance apart is gd, i don't know how true it really is.. i don't know whether i'm just too clingy, or the feeling has really gone.. i hope its not just a long term infatuation.. pls let this last.. for a lifetime..
9:20 PM
