Friday, April 28, 2006
the wait is terrible
as each good news from my frens reach me
the feeling of dread grows
guess its no use hoping anymore
its gonna be a damn hard fall
letters come in batches
everyone says tt
perhaps its true
or maybe its just bullshit
just stop hoping
shouldnt have expected anything
this kind of results
deserve to be at the end of the huge piles of applications
its no use thinking tt miracles happen
it doesnt work all the time
face the reality
i'm not good enough
11:49 PM
