Friday, August 18, 2006
i'm tired.. but some things need to be written down here..
it hasnt been easy going back to my studies.. but i know tt if i dun start from today, i'll procrastinate till its too late to start.. so i need to say sorry to my frens first.. if ever one day, u guys ask me out, n i reject, pls dun be angry at me, or think tt i dun want to go out with u. of coz, i'll try to push back unimportant stuff if u guys bring up the date, but if circumstances don't allow me to do tt, pls forgive me.
i watched the movie "click" last sun. it pretty much shook me up. i suddenly realised tt i've been rushing through life, so much so tt things tt are impt to my family are neglected by me. mother's day, father's day, sis' bday.. of coz i did celebrate them.. but i wasnt the one to suggest anything. everything was up to my mum or sis. i didnt contribute anything. i've been so bad.
it wasnt easy as well to share my own personal life with new classmates whom i barely knew.. but i can't lie to them as well n pretend tt everything had gone well for the past 19 yrs of my life.. who would believe me anyway? but i'm glad at least tt i've met another gd fren. it was rather easy talking to him, but well, of coz he doesn't know everything like yiting knows. perhaps someday he'll become another listening ear to me, but for now, lets just take things one step at a time.
nie, its gonna be my future. tt's for sure.
8:57 AM
