Friday, December 29, 2006
List, to 10 ppl, 10 things you've always wanted to say to each, keeping it anonymous:
1) u'll always be my bestest friend, even when i'm not urs. thank u for always being here for me =)
2) when i close my eyes, n i think of u, i can go to slp smiling just like tt =D
3) jia you for ur future studies, no matter where u will be, u'll always be my gd fren, n u'll always be an angel tt u wanted to be =)
4) talking crap with u while u walk me home from bugis was the best time we had spent together, but no, i dun wish to do tt again hehe =P
5) i'm still trying to understand u, n i know sometimes i say the wrong things, i'm sorry, but thanx for saying tt i'm the best choice of gf tt any boy should have =)
6) we quarrel almost everyday, but i know u still care abt me =)
7) i've always felt bad tt we've drifted apart, n i always wonder y i didnt have the courage to contact u even when i have ur number. even after meeting up, the distance between us is still there, n i'm sorry for all we've lost.
8) we use to be the best of frens, but now we're no longer so. i wish tt we could salvage it, but i guess its almost impossible for tt to happen.
9) don't give up no matter wad, u have to live ur life.
10) thank u, n all the best.
i know its kinda early to make new yr resolutions, but i want to do it before the website kenna disturbed again by the taiwan earthquake.
1. i want to put in my 101% in my studies.
2. i want to be a better gf. i will learn to appreciate my laogong more.
3. i will try n spend more time with my frens, n treasure the time i have with them.
come to think of it, these are the usual new yr resolutions tt i've been setting yr after yr, n somehow, i've never really felt tt they've been fulfilled. is it because i always feel tt there is still a "tmr"? wad if one day i realise tt i may not have a "tmr" anymore? will i then regret? by then it'll be too late already. we're all living in this way, n very few of us have really treasured each n every day. i dun wish to live like tt. n if i ever live to be a hundred, i would want to be able to look back n say tt i've led a fulfilling life: as a student, as a teacher, as a daughter, as a friend, as a wife, n as a mother. tt's all i want.
i'll always love u =) 12:13 PM
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
christmas is over.. i slept the day away just like tt.. sounds kinda lonely huh? but i'm glad tt at least i could still go out in the evening to meet my laogong, even if its just for an hr or so. n even if its some sort of a farewell for one wk.
no its not tt i wanted to slp the whole day away yest. i was having slight fever (wad bad luck) n wasnt feeling so well. at least, i felt better than the day before, when my temperature reached 38.5degrees. now, i'm ok le, which is really gd, or else i won't be able to meet yiting later! haha.. n my appetite is coming back le..
well its an unusual christmas for me i guess.. i wonder wad will happen next yr.. now i'm just looking forward to the wkends again, when i get to enjoy my time with laogong for 4 days! hehe =P
8:31 AM
Saturday, December 23, 2006
woohoo~ i'm back in singapore!!!!! hahaha..
well too tired to post up photos now, so i shall do so tmr or mon! hehe =P
looking forward to meeting my laogong tmr n watch movie together!!!!! =D
11:36 PM
Monday, December 18, 2006
woohoo~ came back from half day of shopping.. n i think i spent $130 in total, including food.. n wad sinful food we consumed.. haha..
yes this is my dessert.. Hagen Dazs ice cream.. omigod.. haha.. blame the rain lahz.. trapped us inside centre point.. so haiz.. too bad lorz.. had to find some way to pass time mahz.. hahaha.. oh well.. i bought quite alot of make up for myself today.. n also bought presents for my frens.. hmm quite a fruitful day for me lahz.. but the amt of money tt i spent was horrible manz.. haha..
presenting the 3 of us! haha.. my make up can't be seen very clearly lahz.. which is gd i guess, coz tt means my make up isnt so obvious tt makes my cheeks look like the baboon's backside.. haha..
oh yah, tmr going to the gym! to exercise off all the fats tt i consumed =P haha.. then wed will have to stay at home n pack my things for thur's trip to malacca! shall be back on sat night i guess.. haha.. i hope it'll be a memorable trip =) too bad my laogong won't be able to enjoy this trip with me.. haiz..
11:11 PM
Thursday, December 14, 2006
woohoo~ got bonus!!! hehe =P now i can do my xmas shopping with less guilt =P but the bonus came at the right time too, coz i'm going to malacca soon! hehehe =P
hmm been thinking abt some issues.. realised tt no matter wad age i'm at, my parents will still have a say in the decisions tt i make.. perhaps its becoz i havent reach 21, tt's y things can still be changed even after i've made the decision.. oh well.. they do know more than me.. so i can't do much if they seriously think tt the decision i've made is not gd for me.. at least now i have more say in my life..
shall aim to exercise at least twice a wk.. although i'm pretty lazy.. hahaha.. but at least try to keep fit lahz..
oh yah, my mum is coming back tonight!!!! finally manz.. after being a slave at home to my sis.. haiz.. now i understand how hard it is for my mum to be washing so many clothes for us.. at least now i living in the hostel, my mum wouldn't be washing my clothes during the wkdays.. but well.. perhaps i should help my mum do some housework lahz.. esp now when i'm super free..
working on my mini project now.. ok lahz maybe not so mini, since i have to do quite a lot of things.. but i hope he'll love it when he gets it =P well at least appreciate the effort i put in lahz.. n after talking to yiting yest abt something, i began wondering wad my laogong will do when he want to propose to me next time.. hahaha okok i'm thinking too far ahead.. but hey, a girl can dream mahz.. right? hehe =P
i miss my laogong so much!!! he can't msg me much also now, coz he's saving his hp batt.. he can't charge his hp in camp.. so no choice lorz.. he's busy with his driving lessons too.. i hope he's enjoying it.. i have faith in him =D confirm can pass every single test! haha =P
10:45 AM
Sunday, December 10, 2006
today didnt do much things.. just rotted at home playing games n reading bks.. went out in the evening to meet laogong for dinner.. then walked ard only for a short while.. haiz need to wait till sat before i can meet him again =( oh well.. at least his driving lessons are going rather smoothly =)
going to the gym tmr with yiting! wah long time never exercise le.. haha.. gonna start a regular exercising routine.. hopefully will follow it hehe..
oh yesss vincent ng got into top 10 actors!!!!! =D
11:16 PM
Friday, December 08, 2006
wah today really zai manz.. its the first time i went out with yiting n din even spend a single cent on clothes or shoes or bags.. haha.. instead, we spent like $20 on eating, n another $7.50 watching "deck the halls".. haha.. not bad lahz.. but the storyline abit lame.. haha..
anyway, tmr meeting up with mh, ej n jc! long time never see them le lehz.. hmm too bad wh not going.. future doctor sia.. looking forward to tmr! =)
10:09 PM
Monday, December 04, 2006
i realised tt after taking out my contacts, my eyes will be super dry n i'll feel so damn tired until i can just fall aslp liddat in just half an hr after taking out my contacts. haiz.. even as i'm typing this now, my eyes are trying to close n my brain is fighting a losing battle to make my eyes stay open. haiz.. maybe should get eye drops as well..
anyway, went to vivo city with xingle today! wah its only mon lorz, n so many ppl there!!! maybe coz its the sch hols too.. orchard road isnt this busy though i think.. hehe.. well i bought quite a lot of things.. one skirt, one pair of pants, 2 jodi picolt bks, 1 bottle of nail polish, eyeliner.. total of $96, including food *gasp* ok i shall stop spending le..
heh tt's easier said than done, but i know tt i only have one more pair of shoes to buy, then tt'll be all i need essentially.. wadever extra i buy will most probably be things tt are not needed, only wanted.. hmm know the diff? if u dun, nvm haha..
can't wait for yiting to finish her exams!!! i wanna go out with her!!! but i wun spend much le hehe..
my laogong in camp now, learning how to drive.. hope he can get his driving licence for free just liddat.. haha.. i hope its tt easy.. so far he's still ok lahz.. kinda miss him though..
i have to pack my house liaoz.. quite a lot of rubbish i think.. although i just packed a few mths ago before sch started.. heh.. oh well.. i'll try to pack n also complete my "project" within this mth.. hehe..
my aunt asked me to go malacca with my cousins.. i've agreed to go.. from the 21 to 23.. hmm feel excited but also got a bit of paranoia thoughts.. haiz maybe all those news tt i've read affected me.. but i know the trip to malacca will be quite fruitful.. n i get to spend time with my cousins! havent spent much time together ever since we started growing up.. haiz.. kinda miss those kiddish days when we played together..
10:54 PM
Saturday, December 02, 2006
woohoo~ i'm free i'm free! hehe shuang lehz.. oops there're still frens having exams in nus.. jia you worx!!!
yest packed some of my stuff, n went out with my classmates in geog class. went to eat at bugis J8, had fun crapping n listening to army stories (which are never ending esp if u're going out with a grp of guys). after tt 2 of the girls went off, so left me n anna with roy, alfie n weeleong. we wanted to watch movies, but haiz bugis one very very limited. so we walked to suntec, n coz we had not much choices there also, we decided to watch Open Season. hahaha damn funny lahz. i like the way the characters were portrayed. esp the bear!!! haha.. it makes me wanna watch Happy Feet, coz roy say its nicer than Open Season.. hmm maybe on sun? :P
my laogong having driving lessons in camp now.. haiz so he can only book out on sat afternoon.. sianz! i can't even enjoy 2 full wkends with him when i'm having my hols..
9:16 AM
Friday, December 01, 2006
its almost 7.30am now.. 1st dec..
one n a half hrs more, my last paper will start.
plus 2 n a half hrs more, n i'll be free.
tt's 4 hrs more in total.
how long can tt be?
this is my worst subject
but i will try my best
kambattee!!!
7:24 AM
