Monday, January 07, 2008
ok this is kind of late, since its already one wk after new yr..
but nvm, i 'll still make my new yr resolutions now..
1) i want to be a better fren to everyone ard me.after i came back from sikkim, i realised tt i have neglected my close frens becoz of my assignments n responsibilities. even though they are understanding abt it, n they're busy as well with their own work, it doesnt mean i can excuse myself for not doing my part to keep in contact with them. within my own hist class, i have 2grps of frens, n when i get close to one grp, i drift away from the other grp. its difficult to meet up with them after classes becoz of our different schedules, n i never made the effort to arrange to have lunch with them. i must make tt effort n not limit myself to just one grp of frens.
2) i will work doubly hard in my studies.last sem's results was not satisfactory to me, even though its ok in the eyes of others. i know some ppl won't agree with me, becoz getting Bs is still fine. but considering tt my CGPA is dropping sem after sem, its not possible for me to slack off n allow it to drop further. i dun regret working hard on the sikkim project, n i never will. but i've spent time doing other not-so-impt stuff, n didnt put extra time into gd use. this sem, with only 5 modules, i must really really buck up.
3) i will not push off my responsibilities.its difficult dealing with money matters, esp for the sikkim team, becoz a large sum of money is involved. i have to admit tt i've kept on pushing off the paperwork tt has to be done. i must not continue on with this practice, becoz keith has promised the whole team tt they will get back the money asap. i dun want to have this heavy load weighing on me for long. i want to get back my $5000 as well. its hard work, tedious n frustrating, but i have to deal with it.
4) i will exercise more often.for the past sem, i keep telling myself tt i should keep myself fit, n find time to exercise so tt i won't fall sick so easily in sikkim. although i had exercised more frequently, it was very short term. i should continue on with my exercises, to keep myself mentally strong as well.
5) i have to be less impatient.i know i've flared up very often at home becoz of several reasons, n i should stop doing tt. its hurting myself, hurting the ppl ard me. even though they tolerate it, relations will become very strained.
6) i have to pack my things more often.my table is still in a mess, with last sem's notes still lying ard. there's not enough space, but i can't throw them away. other things are stacked up on my table, n i dun know where else in my small house can hold all these stuff tt i can't throw away. cny is coming in a mth, so i have to pack everything by end of next wk, before my mum blast at me.
ok i guess this is all.. hopefully, everything will work out fine without me burning myself out.
10:20 PM
