Tuesday, April 01, 2008
happy april fools!
oh gosh.. its hard to be happy when u still have 2 more assignments to rush for..
but on the gd side, i'm going with yiting on wed!!! haha =P
everything is put on hold just because of assignments n sch work.. even sikkim stuff are being pushed back again n again..
i seriously can't multi-task..
maybe i'm really more like a guy than a girl..
bleahz..
on a more sobering note, one of my fren's father passed away last wk.
we went to visit him on the same day.
he told us tt his father didn't want to be put on life support when the time comes, n if its God's will, no one can stop it.
n so he left peacefully.
it got me thinking, if it ever happens to my own parents one day, or even to myself, wad will be my decision? wad would i want it to be?
at this present moment, i would say tt i have no answer to tt.
i can say very frankly now tt if the time has come, i can do nothing to stop it.
but things will change as i grow old.
i would want to get married myself. i would want to see my children grow up, get married, have children, all the stuff tt most parents would want to see as well.
if i won't get to see it happen, would i still be ok with leaving just like tt?
i guess such a decision can only be made when i grow older..
or should i make it now?
we should make the best out of everyday, so tt we won't regret only when we're at our deathbeds.
such cliche words, but so true as well.
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