Sunday, May 18, 2008
didnt go for tuition yest..
instead, i was in sch, ushering an impt guest speaker, Dr Yeo Lay Hwee.
felt quite nervous when tera's unexpected phone call landed me in this role.
her 1st phone call got me running back to sch on a wed morning to attend a briefing cum rehearsal as a door ursher.
her 2nd phone call on thur got me realising how much trust my frens really have in me.
she wanted me to be one of the special urshers for one of the vips they have invited for the 1st ASEAN forum in nie.
when i voiced out my apprehension, she said, "i really need somebody i trust, n i trust u wanyee".
n so, i agreed to help her.
with this added responsibility, it also made me really nervous, afraid tt things will go wrong somehow becoz of me. but i just kept on breathing n telling myself tt things will be ok. n i cannot let my frens down.
even though i had to work until my back ached the day before the forum, i never really questioned why i am doing all these when this project isn't under my care. i just provided my manual labour unquestioningly, just helping my frens with no protests or disagreements.
perhaps its becoz of tt trust they had in me, i was willing to do anything to help them. n i really meant anything.
i enjoyed the short conversation with Dr Yeo, n getting to know a little bit more abt her research area. i also enjoyed the forum n the performance, even with the stress from the added responsibility. all in all, i'm glad i "forgot" abt the tuition tt i had n agreed to be an ursher for the ASEAN forum.
9:58 PM
