Wednesday, August 13, 2008
sch has started a week ago, n i'm already buried up to my neck for work. all the assignments, projects n tutorials are set on paper, n i have 3 exam papers at the end of the sem. its scary, n even though i'm supposed to have been used to this hectic life, i still dread it.
one of my lects was talking abt reflecting, n thinking abt reflecting. when my tutor quoted an e.g. tt she had, i suddenly realised why i had never been able to remember stuff in my textbooks n notes etc. its not really becoz i'm scared, but its becoz i've never reflected on wad i've learnt in my lessons on tt day itself, n i pushed my revision almost to the last min every time. i always find excuses for myself tt i didnt have time to revise, tt i need time to rest etc, but to tell the truth, i just didnt like to study. n perhaps i still don't. i claim to love history, but i've never really revised work or reflected on wad i've learnt in class.
so wad am i interested in? wad spurs me on?
i still dunno.
n i realise.. i dun really know myself.
10:43 PM
