Wednesday, September 03, 2008
can't seem to concentrate once my stomach went empty..
found myself drifting ard the house, trying to look for something to do so tt i won't grab the box of marks n spencers cookies..
why do i feel so disoriented n unfocused this time?
was talking to my fren abt long term r/s..
another fren broke up with her bf after being together for at least 3yrs..
n it got me thinking..
how do u realise whether u've become too used to the person?
i've always feared tt, n i still fear it..
yes there're gd guys ard, just tt i dun feel anything more than friendship for them..
is tt why i stayed with him? becoz there're no other choices?
no its not.
i know its not.
n i'm still trying to convince my mum tt he's the one for me.
i realise, afterall, she still can't accept him..
10:58 PM
